Haha... Cobwebs...

LoL long time no blog.. damn i hate myself... nooo! haven't update the bloggy for so long le. Think will demote my bloggy to the Shabby Hole soon le.. lol Sorri sorri 2 every1! :D Juz plain lazy n didn't haf much INTERESTING thingy to blog^-^ <-- actually i gain lots of interesting knowledge though i juz no one will be interested... lol.. DRACO ALIENS ARE INVADING THE WORLD ON 2020 BY AN "ASTEROID" WHICH PASSED BY 30 YEARS AGO!! ARGHHH!!!! (u get the idea) Hmm.. everyone these daes juz seem 2 b so busy wif their new path. No one seems to blog much anymore D:


Lol... frens quarreled wif one another the other dae durin dinner break. Dunno wad happened to one n his "hostility" started to get on the nerves of the other n me. Haix... Den wad u get is a confrontation n a mean silence... Haix.. wad can i sae? Both of them won't budge... o well... NaE NeA NaY!! Im As HapPy aS a LaRk! ChIRp! cHiRP! TwEet! twEeT!


Hmm.. my path seems so uncertain.. i'm wavering by the words that had been entering my ears and the expressions taken in by my sight. My relatives, n the other ppl who cared for me painted a gloom picture of my journey for me. O well i've guessed it. I wouldn't care any less if it was someone who's ignorant n doesn't give a damn abt me. But they are my uncles n aunties. They are whom im indebted to for their kindness. The shame of tellin them my plans, the ill of knowing that they are mistaken abt me. It makes me waver n feel so loney. O well. I will haf to prove to them n ease their worries. but that will come so much later. The same uncertainty is gaining on me. my confidence is slipping... again. so much so, all the times that i had make a bold decision. O well... I muz be soundin so wierd.. ah well.. IM PeRFECTLY ALRiTE!!! WeeE!! NeA nAe NaYy!! dun worri!

Lol. O well.. goin to MOE to appeal tommorow... Hmm.. should i really choose Republic poly.? i TINK i lik it there. Its an adventureous move buden. NgeeAnn seems so much safer. My frens are there. Summore Someone special is there. Sumone i had found an affinity for. Sumone whom i would want to see smiling away radiantly.. laughing awae in her simplistic beauty. We have quite a no. of coincidences. same primary sch, diff class but same grp leader for the camp. my frens's gf. same sec(i screwup by rankin the schs in wrong order). same class.same grades again n again(though i screwup[as in slacking] n she flunked the main examinations). Same poly(till i screwup again by not registering properly). Man.. lol.. Wad should i do? It all seems 2 be arranged, all but a destiny, a sweet story waiting to unfold. Should i juz let go?(n most likely screwup again) or venture on? lol... give some comments pls. NO POSTING OF NAME PLS. Lol.

K bahx... stop here. Cya. Nite nite.



I Can. I Will. I Shall.


We shall see.

A recent pic of me. :D 

Kinda Fun dae!

lol.. todae's kinda fun :D



Woot.. woken up ard 11am by Freddi's call.. lol todae play badmt wif his uncle frens woh.. buden those old asses didn't turn up.. lol. N so, did my stuff... n decided to go for a walk ard 12+ buden got called back to my Grandparent's house while im at my house packing my stuff for badmt. Woot! my 2nd uncle-in-law came... n grandma ask me to go n consult him.. i was like !@#$ same thing everytime. Buden cooled down n took a rational decision to find him n my auntie.. phew lucky me tat i didn't make the wrong decision.


N so, blah blah blah... mumm mumm mumm... *cutted short*

My uncle suggested i study TCM first since i said that i wanna study it after army n getting my biomed. diploma from poly. In tis wae, i wun waste one year. hmm... why didn't i tink of that?? lol n he told me that the classes are starting soon.. if i wanna learn i will have to register at Zhung Hua Free Hospital. Its a 3 years course.. yea.. kinda sad when everyone is going to poly n u are takin a different path.. o well.. i got sum big ambition( involving organisations).. (but i shan't sae coz it won't b nice to do so).. so i guess its neassary to do somethings unusual n make some sacrifices...

Lol.. n so, off i went to the Library afterwards... trying to brush up my chinese, so found some books in chinese... Lol.. found one really cool book.. its tittled: "SHAO LIN 3 JUE: Qi Gong. Dian Xue. Quai(?) Na" lol... its basically a book on the 3 ultimate(?) shaolin skills: Internal engery(hard 2 explain since the whole concept is very complex), blocking(etc) accupoints n dunno wads the last one.. sumthing to do wif fighting arts i guess. COOL. haha.. n its practises are really hardcore too.. >.<.. if i can manage to learn 50% of the skills, i tink i can stand on my head n haf my foot for pillow. Awesome...


Woot! n so off we went for badmt at Wdl sportshall.. !@#$ there is not any uncles aunties gang in sight loh... lol buden nvm la.. initally we wanna book court de...(@ peak hour rate) buden the granddad there sae dun book first so anything loh.. we plaed till 5pm. lol freddie came woh.. suprised woh... lol so plae together loh... Lol lazy to blog liao wanna slp. Den we went off to near whr my sec. sch is. Its been a long time.. lol have sum nice chat n freddie treat us drinks woh.. Really nice loh. aiyo... lol chatt alot la.. slpy too liao.. wahaha. Haix.. wad can i encourgae freddie witf neh? lol.. other den.. "JIA YOU! Chiong AH!!".. aiyo.. not creative enuff.


Went back to WDL for badmt again.. lol tis time plae a whole lot better though wearing slippers... lol dislike wearing shoes they kill the feet wif heat n humidity. Ah well.. plaed from 6+ till 10pm. Cool.. n so, todae's a sports dae.. initally wanna tennis de buden sum s*hole loh... dun wanna book early. :( so, Badminton: 6 hours.

Man im getting poor... overspent todae.. spend $3.60 on two meals of bread n donated $1.50 to sum uncle... why nv spen on drink leh? coz freddie n wl got treat me n the holy toilet got free flowing tapsi-cola.. Aleluya!! yum yum.. mummm mumm... really sleepy le... good nite!

A special day

Hoho... Didn't go to work todae wif the others. Perhaps i was lucky to do so. Something BAD happened at work. Poor Ben... haix


Aniwaes... went 2 pay for JAE thingy at Civic centre todae. Man.. didn't bring the letter nor the POSB card for SAM machine... !@#$ lucky LiTing came to my rescue. Asked for her card n she graciously lend me n gave me the password... lol Thx LiTing! :D


Went 2 woodlands stadium for Marsiling sec's (my dear sch) sports meet afterwards. Kinda nice to be there... as i walk towards the gates, there was a different feeling.. im no longer entering as a student but as a guest. O well. i wasn't one last year.. looking at the sec. sch students.. i felt so much older... i have worked, slogged n earn my own $ n stop taking $ from parents for almost a year now... faced superior's vulgarity, bleed, get scald n be covered in dust. Shucks...lol.

Gazing at the synthetic tracks and while feeling the breeze under the cloud ridden sky, memories seeped back 2 me. A year ago. One single year ago. I was there, throwing shortput and long jumping for my house: Regulas.. can still remember the swell of pride when the teacher was impressed by me: their words, their expression(maybe i looked too thin bahx). Myself, on the track, so nervous, trembling hard, hoping for victory. The friendly gals (whom i dun really noe) at the track, encouraging me, calling my name. The bewilderment: "Huh? They noe me?". The tension. The sweat. All so vivid yet so beautifully unreal. As though it was a dream from my pervious incarnation. A sweet dream.

Lol.. getting too sentimental here. Shucks. Saw quite a no. of ppl whom i recognise.. too bad. i wasn't a very enthu or open person when i was in sec sch... due to personal problems. Well... but seeing dem is gud enuff. Among dem are Freddie(my dear buddy), Polianites, Elaine, Pohsim, Liting n the other gals. Lol nice to c u guys again. Hope u guys have lots of fun in poly n jc... Jia you. I will hope for u guys during my one year of disorientation. I will be back on track next year. Have fun bahx.



Lol... !@#$ Regulas... AGH!! LAST POSITION ONCE AGAIN! YEAR after YEARS! !@#$. Behind others by 200 points... wth? lol... man.. someone damn capable should really raise the House's morale soon. Lol at least we maintaned our position... like wad my form-teacher alwaes say. Unlike the bear house.. pui! drop from top! by a SIGNIFICANT 1 POINT!! lol. Shame on u losing to the Bird House! !@#$

Lol participated in the Pingpong race for ex-marsilings... tmd all pang saeh woh... onli me n another 2 team kanna DQ !@#$ wad hold on to the pingpong ball (den all kanna DQ)... wtf... lol wad all dun move... LoL! assholes!! !@#$ buden quite fun la... that's wat's most important.. so lol creative asses! i luv u!

lol... n so the sports meet ended and off the balloons flew. One is a champagne bottle, the other 2 are regular green balloons n lastly a Bear balloon... lol nice woh... Stared at the balloons floating awae.. further n further awae till they are tiny specks disappearing into the vast sky. Went for dinner afterwards at cwp.. lol !@#$ gals. No wonder they live longer den men... they are so !@#$ slow, just like tortoises. Btw elaine become prettier liao woh.. lol. Now much thinner n tanned. Very healthy bahx. Buden dun overexcercise woh... its bad for health.

Lol.. went home afterwards. Can't find my soccer boots... !@#$ o well... at least i noe its hiding sumwhere in my house with the rest of my belongings.

Ben called for a phone conference in the nite. The bosses were !@#$ angry abt the work my friends did at the workplace. Poor Ben... kanna scolded for nuthing since he went onli in the afternoon when the people responsible were wif me at the sports meet. He was so anxious. N so we talked on the phone.. wait for this guy, that guy... ended only 25 mins later. Poor guy... juz simply too soft n doesn't have the fury n firmness to stand up for his own right. Spoke for him n so everyone is going back to redo the metal pieces. Troublesome work. Scraping off paint, pulling out stickers n resticking n recutting. Triple the inital work load. Well tmr was suppose to b a sports dae... o well... maybe i will help dem out tmr. but my dad wishes me to tend the shop coz he's got a meeting n gathering wif other "paitents". Hmm.. see how bahx... Bloggin off le... Ciao! Swit dreams.. sleep like a baby bahx

Lol... Esp Dedicated to WL.. aka my frav thing

LoL... Proud to announce that He n I had juz cleared all misunderstanding between us... Yea its 2.50 am now... wahaha... GOOOD!! FINALLY!! Daybreak after the clouds have cleared!!

Its alwaes good to voice out everything wor!

10q! 10q! WeeEe!

wahaha.. wth? im a loony! Thats wacky me for u!

Cool... unconventional path... controversal?

Cool... lol haven't been bloggin recently bahx... though got many things to sae.. buden lazy to write down.. :D


Hmm.. todae's a busy dae. Woke up read newspaper n wasted some time b4 goin on9 to check abt poly n appeal results... damn all the poly. contact no.s are either unattended or down... man... prepared myself b4 sitting in my fathers lorry to try n appeal for Republic poly. Man... the lorry really stinks.. nid a washing soon... >_<''


lol.. so we went to pray at Shi Ma Ying Temple(Guan Yin Niang Niang de mao) b4 proceeding to RP woh... woot! RP is actually really quite not bad leh... everything i found out abt seemed to be tailored to me:


1. Labtop enviroment
2. PBL
3. Campus design ( i luv wide n open spaces)
4. CCAs. (Lots of sports n sum other cca such as Rotract)
etc.


man.. i tot it was a blessing in disguise till i met the gals at the counter.. =__= i understand wat u gals r toking abt, pls dun treat me as a retard who will just cling to u n beg u unreasonable or waste ur !@#$ time... u BAS****s!! lol... unfrenly ppl... :P Freak... the appeal deadline was last fridae, 8th of april... wth... man im late by onli 6 daes!!! NOOOOoooOOo!! now its one year!! aRGhHhH!! Its fully booked... though ididn't get a very honorable result of 16, but i dun think i can't end up in a poly man... freak... wth... Thingys from ITE came the other dae... i was like wth... lol the guys at the ITE will die of laughter when they hear of my epic story... lol


My father suggested serving the army first... buden i haf tot of it b4.. i explained to him that since i only have a "O" lvl cert., i will most likely end up as a "Hokkien Bing"... meaning low ranking soldiers who will juz chiong Shan for nuts n i may get into trouble in army becuz im younger. Buden if i serve army first, studies from poly to U to working will no be disrupted though it is too risky. So, after explaining !@#$ lots of things to him, which he was willing to listen to (phew, since the lady at NP help me explained too) , he kinda feel much better. Told him everything from how i spend my time walking ard observing things, working, philosophies reding at the library, bill gates.. blah blah... hoho... actually i even managed to pacify my fears n unease too... actually its quite alrite tooo... JUZ to b Brave... Heck care whatever others tink of u if u r doin the rite thing... if im lagged for one year, so be it.. if u dispise me becoz of such a simple n invalid reason, why should i look up to u? since u are a toad in the well, lookin at academic qualifications instead of character n personal choices... any one can b frens wif me... if u r a arrogant n ignorant bas****, f*** off... WOOT! (aniwaes it wasn't that i can't enter them... i didn't !@#$ register for them...)

Buden i kinda look forward to staying back one year... tot of it as far back as last year b4 prelims... my frens were shocked to learn that i maybe volunteeringly retain for one year. I nid to catch up alot of things which i lost in my childhood, my growing up process... i lost alot of things n i nid to find dem b4 i can journey forward n find my bravery.. all the things that i care... Personally...

Hmm.. went to tend my parent's shop afterwards wif my dad.. .went walking ard where my childhood was... saw innocent children playing... wtf... a child as young as i tink abt 4yr was scolding CB to another indian pri sch boy. lol.. .wtf is wrong wif children nowadaes... wahaha..

Hmm.. observed lots of things.. too much to blog.. buden there is this Garanguni( Rag n dunno wad man) wif two sets of bad legs... man... sad to look at... 60s bahx... tanned n thin, handsome features buden now in pitiful state... haix .. o btw now my aim is to study Biomed in Republic poly n study chinese medicine in the future...

Went to movies aftwards after help my father to keep the stuff... watched Creep wif Neth, Ning mei mei n Wl... lol quite a nice show bahx though not very scary.. maybe becuz not ghost bahx... i mean u noe psychos can be hurt but ghosts? n den u can alwaes expect psychos to have 2eyes n a nose n mouth... ghosts? omg... goose bumps.. lol sumtimes they dun appear to have any or they appear to have only one... all smurged together... lol

haha... send seerning home afterwards... very enjoyable outing todae... hoho gd news for neth didi woh... Jia You!

Hmm... went home n saw my mum's old pics.. .taken wif her sis back when she was young.. sum old pics we had too... lol gonna scan it up n write some recollection of it sumdae bahx... sweet n bitter feelings. O also... got irritated over mum todae becoz she can't _stand anything abt this era. buden looking at the pics.. i felt sumthin diff... perhaps i was wrong...


Lol... freak.. i was in gud mood b4 bloggin tis.. man tink maybe im too slpy bahx.. lol sound dead bahx... buden O well.. Gonna Stop Le



Good Nite.


I Can. I Shall. I Will.

My lucky dae! :D

Wahaha... didn't blog for so long le... :D juz plain lazy.. aiyo... tink will forget quite a no. of incidents... :( got senile le




Woot! Today's a lucky dae for me! :D


Let me see... Good things tat happened to me:


1. Relationship between indian workers n chinese workers n me ->--> Gud
2. Got praised by Uncle n Auntie(!)
3. The doggy is taking a fonding for me!
4. The Puppies luv me!
5. Rescued 3 snails on my way home from work!!


Wee! Btw i managed to move a baby bird from the pavement yesterday too... wth... it was in the middle of the road n i was running to work.. ssaw one tiny fuzzy thing on the ground.. it was acutally a baby bird! its sick i tink... it was going bald n it was shivering.. Man.. feel sad for it... moved it to beneath a tree. shucks

Poof... went to work from 10.10am till 10.43pm... hoho pretty hardcore todae... not onli the hours.. !@#$ got work involved in carrying heavy things again... agh freak... i dun mind really... though i will really appreciate it if they raise my salary sLiGhTLY higher or giving me sLIgHTlY more rest time den sumone siting on a chair n listening to mp3, sticking on papers. Hoho... buden its all worth it when i seem to start getting recognised for my hardwork :> The indians are starting to smile to me n talk to me. The other indian guy who i helped to carry the hot metal platings n stuff tried to be friendly to me n even helped me in my work during his few moments of rest :>> wahaha what touched me most was the uncle n auntie working there.. they are such nice ppl :)


Aniwaes the auntie was saying sumthing like it pains "Xin tong" her when she sees us workin at such a young age in the factory... den she was chatting wif me abt poly n her son n daughter... Her son's a Army logistics officer in-charge of $$ where as her daughter is 18 ^^v.. woah.. she doesn't look like her age(aniwae she's quite pretty for her age *heehee*)... den another uncle( He's cute, young n frenly looking! :D) came along n commented to her in hokkien: "This guy jin jia gut lat(very hardworking)" den flashed me his bunny smile.. wahaha damn nice of him.. :D Den we chatted on while arraging the metal stuff.. den he came along again n flash me his smiles :D.. we speak for sumtime on when he say "Nian Qing ren chi de qi ku.. lao liao bu yong ba...; bu pa zhang, ken yong li..."which means "youngster who can suffer hard need no worry when hes older cuz he's weathered the storms." n praised me woh... say that im "not afraid of being dirty, being tired n exerting strength unlike sum others" den wad "gud gud" ... lol i tink he n the auntie is feeling pityful for me cuz iwas dirty all over n working "HARD" from morning till evening, then they r trying to make me feeel better... watever the case, THEY DID!! the uncle smiled (awkwardly?) at last n told me one thing that brighten my day! "Youngster, I admire u"(kan de qi ni).. oo man... den he flashed a few more awkward smiles b4 going back to his work.. man.. its so nice... i nv talk to him b4.. he's often awae on sumthing else... woot! suddenly we get to talk so much.. even abt his son.. lol... man its damn nice of dem... :)) It gave me the motivation to strive to be sum one others will look upon n admire... :D ahh.. its so hard to recount..


Aniwaes back to work i go... wif a surge of energy. Bypassed dinner to mask the products which the Indian boss wanted badly.. woah... he n our boss had sum angry but reasonable neigotiation... woot.. its really not easy to be ur own boss over ur own kickstart company.. u haf to teach workers how to work, manage dem, grab contracts, manage customer relations n work from early morning to nite too.. hmm.. actually quite not bad too... since he gets the biggest $hare n comparing to the poor banglesh guys who had onli $1000/mth n work 12hours adae, its really ALOT better.

Ehem* aniwaes, i rushed thr the things since i tot they wanted it so badly but found out that they din't want it animore... >.<'' man... den the other indian worker flashed me a wonderful smile n said "so hardworkin arh?" .. lol man its my lucky dae indeed.. aniwae offered him n the other indian guys sweets... woot... Hecks: $0.50 for lots of it.. a tiny gesture with a lot of meaning :D

lol.. den its 8-9pm, things done.. boss gone... time to rest n slow down... ... zzz haha chat wif neth while workin together.. lol he's a nice guy indeed woh;) hor neth hor?... lol looks like i can start my love doctor bussiness liaox... woot!

hmm slpy liao.. lol.. ok so, we finished it n waited for wl n yz, the sissies at the back"eating snake" hoho.. jkin... den saw the doggy feeding her puppies... man the puppies are so cuteee! wahaha.. pat all of dem! n the mummy didn't mind n instead licked my hand n stuff her head into my hand for me to pat her...lol wth? hoho dun mind me... n so i carried the puppies n pat them n stroke their dusty fur n enjoyed myself, touched by their cuteness n warmth. They r old enuff to open their eyes now (: uhh.. so swit ... man im soundin like a sissy.. wahaha.. who cares..

lol so it was time to go n off home i went. woot! spooky road home.. lots of shadows n trees... lol... aniwae rescued 3 snails along my wae home... they were rite in the middle of the shadowy pavements waiting for sumone's foot to land.. hmm without considering whether r they trying to commit sucide, i took them to the nearest grassland n set dem down together in the safer places.. uhh... so sweet... :)

Man.. spent 15minutes cleaning all the dirt, dust n black stuff off my body.. onli to come out to turn off my stove for my maggi mee... agh tink will go to poly tmr dirty n no styling at all~!



Aniwaes... hmm Health is wad we started wif on our journey through life. Saw the NKF charity fund raising the other dae.. got lots of insights buden tink no one will bother abt my !@#$ opinios bahx so lol... nAe nea naY!

Hmm..

Hmm.. worked for two days le.. zzz two boring days.. Finally! Tmr's play day!! Gonna play badmt in the morning from 11+ till 4+ for soccer n in the nite... TENNIS!! wEee!!

Went to work todae.. phew.. buffed n moved metal platings of all sizes for 4 hours... freak... covered all over in grey metal dust... freak.. there goes my white shirt n blue jeans.. both turned grey. Hoho... kinda unlucky.. waha... got the busiest job..

hmm.. reflected liaox.. realised that indeed i have a multi personality :X.. man.. i really suck when im havin a mood swing... i even freak myself out D: .. apologised to my frav. thingy le!... haha... thank my lucky stars he forgive the erratic me.. :) Wl, u will alwaes b my frav thing! :D

Haha.. went home aft. work n didn't go for movies wif my Polanites n others.. hoho being a ***tard again.. :>.. juz felt very dirty n sticky n wanna go home n laze ard.. Sorry woh ;)

Hmm.. nothing much to blog leh... feel so sleepy.. tink i will get a gd nite sleep tonite... hoho.. being melodramatic over the past few days for no apparently good enuff reason leh.. maybe im juz too free bahx :D sorry to trouble everyone.. Really sorry! WAhaha!!

Got new pictures le! C:

Me n YanZhang... Haha yz cute bahx.. Aiya.. close my eyes.. Taken outside minimart at working area. Btw no Parallax error woh 

Low Spirits... Haix..

Haix...

HaAaaIiiI.......



HAIiIiIIiiiiiiiiiiiii......

Feeling sad... Feel so bad.. Who's to blame... only me i guess

These days had been so depressing though i did go out with frens n slack around. Im totally out of gas... out of energy... out of drive... Out of everything.. just feel like sleeping whole day long... Hesitant to step out of bed.. juz want to lie on & on... till the next morning... again n again..

BuRrGghH... Need some SPORTS!!! GArAGgHhH!! Im feeling so weak.. chest fallen n feeling numb all over.. freak! Arghh!! Workin tomorrow till weekend.. :(

At least i got my pay todae... *WeEe!!* Spend $$ on a xpensive meal todae! haha... to compensate myself................... Man it sucked.. the meal wassn't nice at all.. freak! i wan my $ back... :((


Hmm went to library todae in the afternoon at 12. Got a book on Tai Ji Quan. Went off wif my Polianites for pool afterwards... aghh... lamers... one guy is *seriously* late again... by 2 hours... wat the heck.... :(((

haha u muz be dozin off le bahx... me too.. sad... im dazed... haix...... wth? maybe im juz being overly pessimistic from the "freedom" i haf nowadays... i should spend it on enjoying myself instead! instead of juz weeping n mourning n be hysterical over spilled milk!! yea yea... wat ever... Haix..




Weixin.. u suck...




U really suck.......



U dun wan to be a sucker dun u....








Juz wanna run... n feel the breeze...









Man... im not fit any more... D:

Haha.. Special day.. dazed

Ahh.. Finally completed my blog.. :D

It was a really special day THREE days ago. Haha.. Had lots of fun! Went back to crash Yjc n stop by for its Jam N hop! Freakin Security... aghhh! Never expected myself needin to climb fences n moving in shadows! Even though i knew tat the gate security would b quite tight but i have never expected a tickin of attendence n a need to produce consent forms! wth?? saw rach n her frens stuck der too.. haha all stuck n not darin to make a move... More ppl come afterwards.. haha all crashers like us n we were all stuck.. spend a gud 20 mins der... lookin at the ogl n each other n formulating plans in our heads. Sum ogls came later n tried to convince(n bluff) the indian J2 who was like so hardcore on her duty.. well guess can't blame her bahx.. our sch heads are wierdos... dey like to do all the wierdest things to torture their dear student's sainty n make us vommit blood n foam n spurt bubbles.

Haha.. anywaes.. we went out of the sch gate aftwards.. n decided to try climbin the fences n gates. It was fun :D.. We went by the side gate n formulated plans together... der was abt 10 of us.. lol the girls are so desperate to get in.. wahaha... exciting! Sum of the guys went off to climb in from the back gate.. n two of them manage to get in! N Mr. Garnesh n the indian J2 was most pleased! Sadly, we decided not to stay when we saw their hospitality... hai.. poor Ogls.. 3 of dem were caught helpin dem over... Phew... lucky i was not one of dem

So der i was.. thinkin of givin up n just go sumwhere else instead n wait for Clifton n my frens.. man.. luckily the girls are so diehard insistent on entering the sch.. else i would have missed such a wonderful adventure! haha n decided on climbin the fences again! Wahaha.. funny postures the gals had while tryin to climb over the fence... LoL! KaWaii! haha i shall not elaborate on that.. leave it up to ur imagination ;)

Sneaked in to the hall... eventually.

Had lotsa fun dancing buden it was nothing compared to the first J&H.. man.. it rocks! WTH.. they set jam n hop on sat n made it uncomplusory... :(( There was only abt 300 or so ppl.. compared wif the 800+ we had previously it was alot colder there... buden it's still fun wif my frens, Clift n Rach ard! haha.. second time swaying to the beat.. hope i didn't make anyone vomit.. :D

N so.. aft the party, we went off into hiding again.. zzzz... lazy to recount wahaha.... Spent the next 15mins hiding somewhere under the starry night, looking at the stars n trying to appreciate the smell of grass... :D

Finally it was ok to go n so we met up n i decided to tag along wif Clifton n Rach n their frens... n so we went... all the way to town.. haix.. kept quiet cuz wasn't feelin rite... my english speech sux.. can't even pronounce properly.. so i kept quiet.. futhermore.. i wasn't feelin high den..

Met Jerry n Paulin..haha haven't met dem for a long time still the same good old jokers.. :).. Really sunny ppl... so optimistic n cheery.. Felt really glad to see them once more... Haix buden my mood got in my way.. didn't talk much.. juz walk along n took photos b4 going back home.

Haix... It was a really interesting day.. but a hindsight ruin it all.. dun even feel like bloggin.. tats why i took so long... wondered abt some things... Hmm.. sometimes u just really regard u haven't did the rite thing... i knew i will regret if i didn't study for the "O"s but i didn't wake up.. now the retribution came.. Everyone went off sumwhere.. my frens.. Clifton.. Rach... Jerry.. They all have somewhere to go n be.. without (much) regrets.. whereas me? Haix.. felt so sad n shameful when asked where i was posted to.. didn't want to gif my new frens a ill impression.. i should have scored... my results were usually good without much studying... buden.. guess its a snowball effect.. why the heck did i bet wif myself n gamble all my time awae on Amaths n give up half wae?! AgHhH!


Buden more balanced now... Let things come as destiny wills it bah... I wun gif up... i will take another shot. We shall See.. >:)

(: first timer! dun blame mee!!

Wahaha... Finally started my own bloggy!!~ Been tinkin of it for 2months oreadi! Aiyo.. Lost so much of my memory. Senile le... hai... My countless percious n interesting stories.. all gone wif the wind.. Breaks my heart..

Finally decided to pen down my thoughts n feelins in tis bloggy.. haha for u all, my dear frens to see mah.. wanna share wif u all too... (: How i wish all frens will haf no misunderstandings n everyone b happy n haf each other as a Wonderful n Big Family!

eHem* any waes.. as i was sayin.. its alwaes nice to write down ur daily encounter n visions woh~ n share it wif frens~ (else dey might be gobbled up by time) :D

eHem*.. so wad hapen todae huh.. O hmm.. Wahaha... Went to work todae from 10.40am to 1+pm o~.. poor me.. had to plaster my fingers.. aghhh! clumsy me.. cut myself all over wif the pen knife n metal plates.. nooo.. D:

hmmph.. wad else... O.. den we went fer movies! hmm @ bishan i tink..wahaha.. Me, my frav thing, nerd, ning mei mei n lil man& ben went for movies @ bishan! WahaHa! watched Jian Gui 10... whaa.. pretty scary movie wor~ worth to watch.. haha kind director inserted quite sum bit of humor into the movie makin it not so scary! So timid ones muz go n watch it wor.. if u wanna watch hardcore ghost movies wif ur frens nxt time! hmm... sent seerning home aftwards wif my polianites. wahaha, btw let me advertise our motto: "U happy, I happy, Everyone happy! (wee!)" (United in Effervescence (bubbly spirits!).. me juz tink de.. :D)

Wahaha... if only everyone will be convinced to take our motto as their philosophy.. haix.. den everyone will haf empathy(!) compassion(!!) n one big FAMILY!! wahaha.. im not a loony!


Hmmph wad elses.. haha.. tink u muz be dozin off le bah.. wah... dun leh.. gif me a chance :D my first bloggy leh.. u can doze off aftwards..wahaha.. hmmph O n aftwards, i went home n did my stuff.. sit ard n stone at the com, walk ard.. n hmph.. my dear ET, clift, gave me his online pic gallery.. TvT.. so touchin.. saw all the pics we had taken back durin the first 3 months of Jc.. memories came back floodin to me... so swit were de days.. n u clift :) btw heres a pic.. :P



Eh? can't figure it out.. heh heh.. aniwaes



Grasp time n reality wor~ else it might juz slip thr u n leave u fallen on the floor, bruised n hurt from chasin it.. hmm.. did quite sum more things bah.. buden tink u all also tired le.. so Gd Nite! Ciao~

Btw sum food for thought: How do we define reality? Wad abt tat of which we haf no knowledge? hoho.. pardon me.. im just a curious bird curious abt the mysterious world n its realities.. hmph.. btw Quantum physics got sum links between sum religion n sum unknown forces.. u noe? u noe? WooT! gonna research more! buden can i risk everythin to pursue my interest?? woot! wad m i sayin?! wAHahahA! Gd nite~!! thx for readin my first testi! Do tag on my bloggy woh! :D i will b most happy.. Smilex.. Patience is the key... (:

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Haha.. me n dear Clifton.. He's so swit.. :D (hey.. im no gay but he's CUTE!!)