Badmt competition. Snail rehabitation

Noo. Screwed up my competition. !@#$ crawled to school early in the morning for badmt competition but my freaking opponent didn't come, so i walked through straight to second match which came only hours later. Haix. I'm 100% sure the hall wasn't mopped, cuz not only did i slip, the guys i got to know there also did and complained abt the floor and the wind(it was raining heavily). Freak. I smashed only once or twice for the match. Haix. Didn't jump smash coz the wind was making the shuttle's flight path an uncertainty. Slipped when netting. Screwed up on easy strokes(cock eye). Fcuk man. After smiling and congratulating the other guy, i went down to seat down wif a aching heart. Hehe at least i showed good sportsmanship,scooping the shuttle over the net, intiating the handshake etc. Haix. Missed my shot. Didn't achieve anything in badminton... noooo...

Hmm.. hahaha poor derrick hurt his hand. Damn funny but too tired to blog down his heroic actions. lol. Basically he met a drunkard at his gate and he did something damn power! hahaha. Wei Xin blesses u derrick :P

Haha skipped ninja-do yest. Phew! hahaha.. only 8 people turned up. hehe. Hmm.. dun mind turning up though if i knew im going to get a walkthrough, screw up today and play in a lousy court. :D

Hmm.. at least i gotta know some guys today! hehe. Hmm.. wad else. O and i saved a clueless snail during my nite stroll today! hehehe.. at least i did some useful stuff today! :D

Hmm.. and gotta noe that my EECADS assignments still can be submitted!(and accepted) Wee! hahaha.. phew.. that means i wun haf to retake my module!(i owed him all assignments since may). Hehe. O ya. Walked back from cwp to my house today. hehe long walk and reflected on lots of thing. Hmm.. i do treasure relationships.(frens, family etc.) Though of calling kuok and elaine out since we're in the same neighbourhood for some chatting at the food court. Haix buden kuok went for class outing and hmm.. kinda busy(hehe but slacked again once i got home) too so didn't call elaine out.

Hmm.. downloaded quite a no. of songs and surfed for boa's pics! hehe downloaded quite alot. Ok, if i need to get my first idol. Den BOA' s my idol!! :P (not as in those hardcore idolizing) but i admire her. She can dance really well and she sings well too! Most important of all, she's healthy and beauteous!(as in the way she present herself). Hmm.. !@#$ juz gotta know that ben's gf can't make it tmr. phew also a blessing la. Nid to complete my assignments n do my projects! ><"

Predicted a busy week ahead. x_____x"

Good Nite! Sweet Dreams! (hope to be able to become a tutor and settle some personal issues!)

Wei Xin blesses u! Derrick, U especially.. *blush*

Juz another entry

Hmmm.. quite a tiring day(mentally and physically).

Had 2 swimming lessons today. Aiya why everyone slack.. make me ps to swim more rounds. Hehe. Buden now breaststroke can le. Free-style getting there. Wanna master free-style asap so that i can learn bits of butterfly b4 semester ends! Hehe. Gotta know from a guy in make-up class that there's a one year swimming class for $10 only, organised by the diver and lifesaver club. Omg.. wanna join but no time. Its mondays and wednesdays. Damn. Its very hardcore too. Haix maybe i will take it next semester or next year.

Hmm.. Ninja-do today is quite relaxing.. hehe. Glad to see that we are stepping up on our training! hehe. Hmm.. my previous entry was too hostile. Ok i really lost my temper when i blogged that nite. But its a misunderstanding and i still insist that i didn't do anything wrong. O well..

Yea! I'm in performance again! hehe. Will be performing kata. Haha. Ok wads next? Hmm.. k la went for dinner today and Yuhua's wif us. hehe. His face certaining lighten up everyone's mood! hahaha.

There's extra ninja-do practise! wee! haha but too bad i screwed up on handing in assignments.. ahhh... hmm badmt competition's on sat. Hope i get enuff rest tmr and do my best on sat. Den will i lose wif no regrets. So probably wun be going to ninja-do practise tmr.

Ok. Good Nite. Swit Dreams.

Musings.

Haha. Woke up at 2+ today. Hehe. Went to grandma house straightaway to help my grandpa downstairs to see a doc wif my uncle den went for a peaceful walk in the rain. Haha.. Like the loneliness, dun feel lonely though, with the trees, grass and raindrops all around me. Hehe. Perhaps u won't understand.

Got back to grandma house for some spoiling! hehe. Get to eat a good lunch today. Hmm.. my second auntie n uncle came. My second uncle's a really smart guy! Haha and I really respect him, not for his wisdom and wealth of knowledge, but for his humility and unjudging eyes. Hehe. Though he was a university lecturer(he got sacked by popular demand coz he WAS a hot tempered guy) and is earning good income now, he still speaks hokkien n act like any uncle in the coffee shop! haha. He sits with his leg on the chair and speaks in a funny and friendly way, as though im another uncle fren of his. hehe. Ask him about anything and he will share with u his wealth of knowledge, from his friends and his own experience. My honour indeed.

Chatted lots with him :D Haha. He said that poly fees used to be $900+ or so but now it has risen to $2000+.. haha. He said that now education in s'pore is being run as businesses. "Principal" of polys are now CEOs and they easily earn 7 digit figures per year. S'pore is being governed like a business enterprise too. Haix. Money keeps flowing around in our prosperous little s'pore but when they all end up flowing into the gutter, i wonder whose gutter is it. Hmm... and IF we ever get it back, we will probably get it as some "Branded" "new-water", with all the "dirty stuff" removed. ^^ Haixx... Some things are just so plain to the eye but most are blinded to it while others are silenced(or happily "gagged" wif golden rags).

Oh and my aunt commented that i've grown pinkish and healthier. I appear so much livelier to her now. Yup Yup. Thats right. Secondary school days were the hellish days of my life. I was living in an invisible cell of self-conflict and barred off from others by an icy chillness of the long years of winter in my heart. Imagine wad days would be like without talking, years without a geniune smile. And how the heart aches when no-one will understand those deepest words u speak and mistook the kind intentions u had for hypocrisy. The ironic fact was that she initally thought it was simply stress from books. Haha. Doesn't matter anywae. The ice in my heart is melting away and pure emotions(not tears) are gushing out forth. The forbidden terrain that was buried for so long under the heavy chillness is now once again brisking in the comfortable warmth of the sun. Finally it has come to be that my spring has arrived. :>

Brrrrr... wad am i musing abt. Hehe( #^__^#) My 6th aunt's sis and mum are leaving for viet tmr.. Wished to send them off at the airport but i've got lessons :( Haha. N juz got to know that NP badmt pre-liminary rounds is on sat instead of tues! Haha, third pair.. while chih's second, phew.. dun wanna compete with a fren on the first round! Yeah! Getta go for a proper ninja-do session tmr! hehe. Wanna don my gi with pride tmr n haf some frenly sparring! (hope i get to kick butts! currently pratising the lethal "anal-hole tunneling toe" lol) Hope to have lots of fun tmr! *^_____^*

Wahaha.. And poly operates by a credit system juz lik the U. Damn. This means that i have to get good grades each year for every module, which means i have to hand in ALL my assignment n be VERY regular in attendance. Hehe. Not much a task i guess(as long as i start bucking up now :P)

Haha. Got another 2 customers for my uncle's saloon. PLS FIND ME IF U NID A BARBER OR HAIR STYLIST!! I got great deals ;) Also, i saw great promotions for contact lens. Find me too. ;) (its a foc service from me).

Waa... die le.. assignments not done. Haix. Going to complete one module's work later and next morning as i dun wanna make the teacher i respect unhappy. :P Hehe. A sleepy evan juz sent me assignments for two modules! hehehe... maybe i was wrong abt him two weeks back. Haha. That did lift the weights off my shoulders. Kinda sad that i'm this desperate. Hehe. But i'll make sure i understand wads needed to be understood.

Cya. Sweet Dreams. Good nite.

Zzz..

Hmm.. Didn't do much today. No sense of accomplisment.. lol. At least we went to S'pore Sports School's Open house :D

Hmm. Woke up late today, wonder why didn't my hp wake me up. Maybe damaged from the fall. O well. So went to play badmt wif a pair of dried eyes n an aching body. lol. Didn't accomplish anything. Got defeated at doubles by a pair of sec sch kids in fuchun cc. Omg. We could definately trash them. O well. wad the hell... Didn't bother much abt the defeat though. We know its a screw up.(at least i know :D)

Went for some soaking at wdl swimming pool aftwards! hehe. its always relaxing to twist n turn in the water n float away... o well.. the downpour ruin it. Liked the rain though.

Wahh.. inside the changing room was the most disgusting scene i ever saw. ***Do not imagine while reading!*** I was styling my hair when i saw a nude guy "standing" from the mirror. Wa... omg. After awhile later when he finally dressed himself, he looked at me. Wa... wth?! didn't look back at him though i can still see that he's looking at me and hao chih. wa piang eh. Chih was most disturbed by it. Oh well he always meet such incidences.. lol if it was me i will probably be SERIOUSLY disturbed too. hehe. Couldn't do much anyway. But was ready to wreck him if he dares to touch me. Waa.. can't imagine wad a heavily deprieved macho gay CAN do.. hah hah hah. ><" So, went back to wdl sports hall for abit of badmt. Wasted my time there n went strolling ard wif chih to marsiling blk300 there, fuchun cc.. blah blah. woah.. long distances n finally, set off for sports sch. Haha. We gave an uncle in a car wrong directions to sports hall, i was too blur at that time to give the right directions. LoL. He probably found himself heading down the expressway to tampines. haha we suck. We went the wrong road too anyway. LoL. ><" another long 20mins walk. Saw lots of beautiful ppl in the sports school. The future althetes of our nation. Hmm.. Many are tanned, pink(pink of health), and tall for their age and had a good build n shiny eyes. Feels good to be in a place of beautiful ppl. Hehe. The sch is indeed beauteous. Woah.. my dream school. Saw innova jc too. Woah. my dream jc. Hehe.. They are both set upon a rolling field under the unobstructed sky. Damn.. thats my dreamland too. Hehe. O well... Lost my temper at chih. Haix.. anyway had a long walk from there to my house. 30mins? Asked some uncles abt the remote-controlled planes they r flying.. woah. U can get one as cheap as $17, the controller however, is abt $100. Hehe. Not my hobby. Chih came to my house. Showed no hospitality. >:P

*Yawn.. Boring day.* zZzz...

If.

If u have reached a road junction and theres two paths to take. One, a track into the wilderness while the other, well-trended upon n flowing with other people busy with their own businesses. Which path would u choose? One into the unfamiliar n "primitive" nature, while the other, out into the urbanized and "liberalized" society? Hehe. For me, its the wilderness i guess. Seeking enlightment in recluse, instead of adhering to society, to the folk and their thoughts. After which, to be able to see in a new light, unclouded at the society and to join others in their spirtual path(not religious) to make the world a better place. Btw, 60% of the earth is gone now. Trees, grassland, seas, habitats... etc. It doesn't take a genius or phophet to tell u that the end is coming; quite possibly in our lifetime. (psst. I dun mean cultivation as in staving in caves n wrestling with bears... ><") Anywae, had food poisoning yest. so didn't go for the outing. Haiz. Wouldn't want to have akward visits to the toilet when u're out wif ur frens. Haha. Woke up finally at 4pm, after recieving !@#$ no. of calls. Involuntarily "debate" once again wif bro on some "spirituality" and philosophy etc. Haix. Den went off to the library. 2pid chih.. hp batt went flat.. haiyo.. so didn't get to meet. :(( Borrowed books- Xing Yi Nei Gong; 100 excerpts from Zen buddhist text; Ayurveda(healing stuff) and also extended Musashi at the library. Hehe. Maybe wierd to u guys. O well. If only i had these topics as my "O-level" subject and as my prospective "rice-bowl". Requires a total devotion of life to master this arts though.

Got home and cooked some mee and surfed the net. Hehe. Recently into zen. Zen is not exsistent in buddhism only. Einstein could be a considered some sort of a zen master too. Hehe. Maybe u guys will wanna check out this website! www.do-not-zzz.com <-- It's very hilarious n is clear in getting his message across. ;) Hehe. (Don't worry, theres no religious stuff)

N so, MSN, phone n surfed till now. Hmm.. nothing much. But got lots of new info on the net. Hehe. Lots of stuff on subtle things. To my liking. If only i had these topics for my test. Can write essays on them instead of answering structured questions. *double sigh*

As usual. Throughout the history, famous ppl have been taken for as retards or fools when they spurt out something that goes against the conventional flow of society. I'd rather be a misunderstood fox den to join the flock of sheeps in their incessant noise-making and following of the sheepherd. Not that i'm comparable to the great men of coz.

Yea. So, good nite n sweet dreams. Tmr's my last practice b4 np open. haha.. hope i get into the semi...

So much for a spin of the wheel. Great day nevertheless!

Haha. So much for a spin of the wheel of fortune. Juz got home. Food poisoned now. Damn it. Explain later.

Hmm.. woke up n went to tend parent's shop in the afternoon. Helped to arrange goods on the stand. Woah. Hehe.. enjoyed the excercise. Had to twist n turn wif boxes of drinks, oil bottles etc to maneuver them and myself. Hehe.. really horned my balance skills. Quite a challenge not to fall off the shaky ladder wif the goods too! Hehe. Fun to use my shoulder, back etc to move stuff instead of juz hands.

Went to Nyp afterwards to train badmt wif weiloong. O ya! Met YeeShih. Hehe surprise surprise.. now i really believe in affinity. Hehe. Yest was Jason. Now its YeeShih. Btw, Weiloong's my fravourite thing.. my hobby is to play wif him... (haha.. wonder if u guys still rmb my last-minute class presentation) It's true.. It's true ;) He's really a A1 grade fren. ;)

Can't play in nyp coz i didn't haf the card. Wtf. I memorized the info of my other fren (pingyi) but the lazy security guard made me tired to even try to convince(lie) her that im a student n ask if i can gif her my particulars instead to enter. Strolled n had a fun time chatting on the way to Yck stadium for badmt nevertheless. Hehe. Tink i got chance for NP open le. Hehe. Improved quite alot. Stamina is there, footwork is there, mindstep is getting there but skill wise is still lacking. Hehe. Didn't expect much though. I'll have to admit that it's luck if i get to the top few. Hehe. IF(!) i ever get there. Enjoyed the workout! hehe. Doubles wif two aunties. Wl commented that one of them is rather hot. ;) :DD (ps. she had a son of abt secondary sch age) Moral: Excercise is good for health and health = beauty! (nono. Not that weiloong's a desperate n horny pervert. :DD)

Accompany wl for some "medical appointment" in marsiling only to realise that the hospital is closed at 4.30pm. WTF?! N he said that it's at 8.30pm. Wahaha.. wth.. so we strolled along n chit-chat. Called Chris down since we're in his neighbourhood. Hehe. It's been a long time since my frav thing and chris had met. Hehe. Can see that they click quite well. Strolled to Cwp and back. Woah Chris. Dun indulge too much in those stuff. It's unhealthy ;). Haix. Yea so they had their chat while i went off for the loo several times thanks to some food poisoning. Woah! Scary bussiness. Hehe. Got some activated charcoal from Chris. Hehe SO Nerd(!). Dun u worry ;) I will still be able to constipate and produce a healthy looking meal for u! Hehe.

Hmm. Wad else? hehe. abit shagged to tink of more. Haiz. The poisoning ruin everything. Hmm. wonder if i can attend the celebration tmr. HAiXxx... x__x"

So much for a spin of the wheel. Dropped my handphone. Phew. Luckily the mmc card didn't fall into the drain but something else did(or maybe it's juz the shadow). Now my handphone makes funny sounds when i shake it. Hmm.. not bad another new value-dropped function. Nextwas food poisoning. Haizz.. Buden at least i get to see ppl these days. Hehe. I do believe in affinity n some other things now. ;)

Good Nite. Good Luck. WeiXin blesses u :D


Sweet dreams too ;)

*wham!* *WHAM!* *tiOnK!*


*drool* WAhahaha...

The wheel spins.

Hohoho.. A new phase in life; A great spin on the wheel of fortune. My life's gotten better n hopefully it will be even better so that i can help others take their shot at life too. Hehe. Another wish came true on my wishlist!

Hmm.. Was late yest. for maths paper by 45mins and had 45mins more to go. Settled down n finished the paper in 20mins.hehe worried for nothing. Actually there was a traffic accident of sorts i guess. Waited a long time for the bus only to realise theres a major jam. Woah.. waited for a long time for the jam to clear only to jam again. Had to run in the downpour to take another bus in reverse direction back to MRT station. !@#$ hehe.. hope to get 100 for the test. NERD's going to try out the food that comes out of my other hole if i scored better den him! hehehe. Im waiting~ Wahahaha.. going to eat lots of garlic n maybe constipate for him! :DD

Hmm.. met ben n end up going to creative building wif him.. haix. Chi qing nan zi. Wish all the best for him n shan(not u nigger :D). haha juz joking.

Hmm.. went to nyp today to play badmt wif wl. Hehe.. can't be considered training cuz it wasn't serious play. Think got some hope le.(to get to semi-finals) Hmm.. brought wl to my uncle's barber shop after that for some restyling! hehe. not much diff. though, juz spiked n some changes..hehe maybe coz evian jie was in a foul mood and that we didn't specify enuff on having a major revamp :D

Got home n had poked my nose into some discussions on my uncle's shop..hehe. Got lots of ideas on settling the issue. Dun see why they nid to make it so complicated and can't settle it peacefully. Gave suggestions but no-one would really listen to me i guess..hehe. Hope i still get to have Evian to cut my hair! She's the best. Anywae hope to convince my uncle. Hope for success.

Hmm.. wad else.. oh.. the outing. Haix. Can't be settled properly.. o well. anywae i may not be going for some personal reasons. Hope everyone will have fun :D


Yeah. Getting healthier! hehe.

Btw. JASON LAM. u lump from an ass. Visited my blog but didn't contact me. U !@#$ s-hole ..haha remember to tag ur hp no. when u drop by again. Tot u went back to study in malaysia le.

Waa... wasted

Waaa.....exam's off at 12.30pm. Waited till 6.30 for ninja-do training but there turned out to be none.. ><"... wth?? lol. Surfed SPI and sfog.com for paranormal stuff. Esp. SPI..hehe i believe SPI to be 100% credible.. while i dun really trust sfog.com. Lots of scary stuff..hehe surfed for 3-4 hours on them....zzz... well at least i help my classmate in maths n dragged derrick along to sch wif me! hehehe... paiseh paiseh derrick.

Hmm.. after that went to eat and remove my stitches together wif derrick. HEhe.. i tink the doc gave me a discount again! hehe. Maybe im too cute... *blushes* HAha. Ok la. If u smile n joke at ppl in a very genuine way.. u will sort of rub off ur optimism to them! hehe.. feels good to see smiles. *so sweet..*

Waa.. my uncle wans me to accompany him n auntie n her mum n sis on sat. :(( wonder if i can still train my badmt. Hehe.. Ben's b.dae is coming! WOAH! 3DAYS 2 NITE CHALET!! WEEE!!! wa.. nidda lend him a heafty sum of $$.. for some preparations. hehe.. nv do much for tis frenly n innocent cutie of mine.. haha so hope this will ease his burden!

Waa.. so retarded now. Hehe.. not enuff sleep again.. wa haven't study for maths. Hehe.. lucky got foundation. tink will sleep soon after some workout n chattin! Good Nite!

Juz tweeting around

Hmm.. It's 5.12pm. Slept for 2 hours yest. Hehe.. Went for badmt with loongi, chih n fred in the morning till noon n hung around till 2+pm.. hmm it's been a long time since i last hung out near void decks and neighbourly areas.. Hmm.. wonder how jason is now.

hehe den didn't feel lik goin home so went for a walk instead around the more natural areas of my neighbourhood.. Woot. Suddenly recalled the days in marsiling when we played street soccer under the hot sun.. Woah spend 1.5 hour walking around n soaking up the sunlight..hehe it feels so warm n pleasant

.. nothing to eat..wahh... when can i regain my proper bodyweight??? noooo....

Study hard! Work Hard! So that u can play harder later on in life! Yea! Gogogo! hehe.. off to study le.

Good->Bad->Great day!

Haha.. juz took my bath. Hmm.. today ma.. begining of the day was quite jialat de.. actually felt good n refreshed in the morning but as i tot of the sad things in bed.. i felt sapped. Den read abit of Mushashi before talking to my bro. He started on spiritual n philosophical stuff again.. ok so we talked abt it. Hmm.. didn't quite enjoy it. Haiz. Maybe its our situation and upbringing that brings us to these topics. He fear no ghosts but he fears people(eg. winning him). I guess one of them is me.

Den suddenly i had to acc. my grandpa to see the doc at geylang.. Wa.. thats damn far... den there goes my whole day. After dat went for a haircut n help my father to close the shop.

Hehe.. was settled down n doing my ELTECH tutorial (finally)when chris called:"Hey. We're in woodlands now. 888 Plaza. We are walking over to your place....." hehe.. so touched by them. Met them along the way to 888 plaza instead. They had a "walk-walk" initally at 7pm.. but i didn't go and told them i was feeling low n didn't want to be a wet blanket. Hehe.. but they came along to find me.. Hehe.. left my Andy Lau songs on, my online tutorial halfway done n my labtop on and wore a shirt, my necklace n sprint off to meet them... hehe.. Was feeling down n sleepy but ecstasy coursed through my body after i recieved the call. Hehe.. never sprint for so long n so far before.. in slippers somemore. Hehe.. den they haven't reach so i ran to meet them along the road. Hehe.. Went back home for jeans n also a windbreaker for xiang xiang den went back..woah.. nv knew our epic senior was intending another exploration after 1am..hehe.. he intended to pick our other seniors up at bishan after their work but they decided to stay somewhere to study instead..woah.. thats lik 1+pm..hehe. So we went to an abandoned hospital in woodlands area n did some exploration.. hehe nothing much. At first i saw the joss paper den saw the red drop stains along the staircase which i tot it was blood. It was kinda eerrie but after knowing its plant dye.. it wasn't anymore. wah.. lol got another 2 group of explorers lik us i tink. hehe one was on the rooftop but we avoided meeting wif them coz we dunnoe if they r hostile. Den we saw another indian family..lol really a family.. even got a indian kid sucking his thumb..lol.. wad a place to choose for a family outing. Buden i did had a stange encounter towards the end. I saw a black shadow(? or lizard?) disappering across the ground in a flash den was lik tapped(accidentally by my fren i tink) den i heard sounds coming from the court yard. N so i was looking in the direction slantly behind the two walls when suddenly some black thing came out of the wall juz infront of me n disappear back again.. kinda lik peeping on me(as i peeked into the courtyard). wth?? hmm can't exactly remember coz it was an split instant. Can't be a shadow or a lizard. hehe.. wierd.. didn't see anything when i shot another look back when we were about to move thr the fence.

Den i tot that was the end of our adventure.. but NO.. We went on to Old changi hospital... lol wtf? we went from woodlands back to changi... lol... But den really enjoyed myself. Especially the ride in the lorry along the wide expressway, under the rainny and open nitesky. Woah.. quite a big rain..hehe chilling but invigorating. Went to the hospital but went back to changi village for a hot drink... wa.. damn paiseh when stomach ached due to coldness n perhaps running wif a stomach full of milo... damn it.. that ruin the rest of my nite. Hehe.. We didn't enter changi hospital coz there were police n futhermore there were other explorers.. so we went back home soon after some chatting! At least we saw sexy she-males! hehe juz joking... but theres lots of them at changi village.

Yea. N so good nite. Hehe.. too "blur" to blog properly.. Nida wake up in less den an hour for badminton! ><"

Feeling blue.

Hehe. felt blue for the whole day. Didn't do much constructive stuff today. Hmm. Old problems. Driving me back into depression. But i shall no yield. I will change them.

Hmm.. Today's ninja-do. Wtf. Haiz only 2 seniors came. Its alrite. But it's really demoralizing to have a white belt senior do all types of gl things... ok he's big but by throwing his weight around screams out how minute the size of your brain is. No one really gives a damn abt him. Haiz.. can't imagine one of our council member is this low brain to size ratio chubby-saur.. zz

Hehe.. luckily JQ came! Hehe.. he immediatly cleared up the mess in the chorographed fighting n other stuffs. Haix. Felt so low. Wat the hell.. i was suppose to do either knife defense or anything.. but end up wtf? Actually i can choose to do chopping of the sugarcane but i let derrick take it instead coz i tink he wanted to try it. Den all the performance slots are taken up. HAIx... even the jokers who didn't commit to ninja-do n can't do proper punching got in coz they volunteered for it when i was suppose to do knife defense... AGHHHH WAT THE???? I was kinda guaranteed a role... but now the whole thing is messed up. Haizz... buden hopefully our seniors can clear up the performance thingy on monday. Haiz... felt so left out n disappointed.

Hmm.. Wad else can i say? Haix. Sad sad day. But im feeling better now. Hmm.. a nite exploration tomorrow! hehe.. wanted to join but im afraid i'd be a wet blanket n had other reasons. Hmm.. maybe next time bah. Haix.. missed the fun.

I shan't yield to fate. I shall contain my hatred... The future will be fine... We shall see..

Good nite.

Breaks... Stitches n stuff

Yea.. its the breaks. Hehe.. long time no blog. Ain't in good mood now.. got pissed by some ppl..

Hmm.. Last thurs was a kinda of a torture..hehe find it hard to move coz i was half-dozin wif my eyes awide. Caught four hours of sleep onli and had 2 swimmin sessions. Improved by quite alot though didn't practise swimmin for weeks. Hmm.. getting healthier.. puttin on weight n startin to turn pink at times. Hehe.. we got campus run on thurs. managed to complete it n do the physical trainings.. zzz.. din't bother to spar..hehe too sleepy to.. wanted to be target practise for ciara.. but too sleepy hehe..

Sat- Slack while trying to burn dvd into my com.
Sun-Slack again while trying to burn. Went for badmt wif freddie, shenghong, hanling n weiloong at woodlands cc in the nite. Haiz.. nid 2 step up alot on badmt training.. but no time. Tink my doubles wif josh is gone-case.

Mon- Went to sch early for study grp wif ninja-do frens :) hehe reached on time but everyone's late.. :( at least xiang xiang got there soon after.. hehe.. Went for ninja-do afterwards.. n got 4 stitches for failing to do commando pushup.. haiz.. f***.. I'm damn sure i can do it de loh.. wtf.. i was so blur at that time.. i lifted off ground at low level for clapping infront of chest de.. den i slowly process the thought of moving my hands to the back to clap.. den i did it. I tot "Huh? no kick" den i hit my chin on the floor. wat the.. i should have lifted myself high into the air.. Actually not upset abt it but instead felt quite upbeat n optimistic. Sumore my ninja frens sent me off to the clinic after dinner again when i bled again. (bleeding wassn't suppose to happen after a good stitching) (N the nurses had a shock at the amount of ppl moving in with me..hehe) Den had some great chatting wif the nurse n doc during my entire visit there execpt when he was sewing my 'gapping wound' or 'second mouth'. Den started a chat happily wif a mr potato whom im not really familar wif when returning home wif chris n jingquan. He actually remembered me n stated that i changed alot. He played soccer outside wdls swimmin complex. Den had a really enjoyable chat. Hehe... he said im the type that will get lots of suitors in the future! Trust him. He said. He ate more salt den we ate rice and he get pricked by love ten more years den us. hehehe.. *blushes*

But some guy juz pissed me off tis nite abt it. He asked: "Why did u get stitches?" den i explained everything to him. Den nb. He said "Weakling." Next, "U got study wif your ninja frens?" He wanted to jio me for remedial. I tot he was pulling some lame joke at first. 'Weakling' Nb. So i was waiting for the "Juz jokin" thing, but there came nothing else. WTF? buden on careful recall : He's learning rugby. He's slightly big. Ok. He wanted to join jc. He's got 15 for L1R4. 8 for english so his other subjects is quite good. Nb. Maybe i was wrong. Maybe he's one of those egoistic n arrogant types. ok i will keep my cool n wait for sch reopen to find out wad he means. Cb. I wun hesitate to jio him to a physical confrontation if he piss me off again. I noe im thin. But i wun allow myself to be insulted to be a pushover or a weakling. Normally im very patient, but not for today. Simply short circuited. Actually im more pissed over how some ppl can have some F***ed-up attitude towards others instead of being insulted. Major disappointment for me in people. At least i met alot of nice ppl(who r mostly older) to counter my anger n disappointment in people which i had for so many many years.... maybe juz becoz im more philosophical. Philosophers get to see n feel things people normally dun unless they get into some life crisis.

Haix. Anyway, was supposed to do knife defense for performance de. Hehe.. something new.. buden the ex-president n new president n our dearest great grand senior seem to have differnet ideas abt the ninja performance and who's to perform wad etc. Hmm.. how lei? So now its either knife defense for me or chorographed movie sparring or kata or sugarcane breaking.

Hmm.. Went for study group today again. Hehe.. Didn't study much. Buden had quite a nice time(im sleepy though for the day..hehe juz dun lik staying indoors. esp in air-con room for too long). Got home at 11++pm. Did quite some nice stuffs.. hehe. haha got into some trouble with the librarian n some other stuffs. But not feeling humorous enuff to blog down.. haiz..

K le. Good Nite! Sweet Dreams.

Wahaha.. juz finish chatting on phone wif a very cute gal ;) wa.. really a hyper-active n sunshine gal.. hehe. A very sweet ending to a bitter nite..

Finally meet up ;)

Hehe.. mock test today. Think get 60+% bahx..hehe but i tink i get learned 110% from the mock-test! :D happy~

Hmm.. Went for eltech didn't do much..hehe but downloaded cool wallpapers.. Kawaii neh!

Hehe.. Den went for a meal den waited for my CATS project... seriously i dun _stand why i waste time there... lol lousy smart ass... :P

Haha.. nevertheless got a very yando fren from CATS waiting for me juz outside my cubicle in the toilet..haha stalker! Den we talked rubbish.. haha he wanna play Warcraft but my "pro-ness" in getting my own warcraft started made him surrender..haha den we listened to songs n talk cock while waiting for haochih. HEhe.. Ya! i signed up for badmt competition.hehe Wish me Luck! Also i joined doubles with haochih. Yea.

Ok. Reached cwp.hehe. Finally get 2 see u guys. Pekhua, Weiloong, Ben, Neth, Seerning, Pekhua, Jieying and siewfOng. Wa.. pizza hut.. so rich sia.. hehe.. k la.. happy to c everyone still being the same i last saw them. Hehe.. Ben n neth grew more yandao le.. Wa Yz trying to hook more gals into his trap liaoz with his new hairstyle.. act cute seh.. haha :P Hmm.. but wl lei.. haha ur hairstyle u noe la.. hahaha ask u to come my uncle's shop u dun wan to wait...c la. O ya.. n Pek grew more sexy liao..haha although figure still the same! ^-^ Glad to c u all! HEhe.. i will regret if i didn't meet u guys.

Watched "To Be with u" the movie after with them n haochih. Hehe.. quite a nice show. Actually i thought it was slightly lacking in content n depth until i saw the ending part..hehe a twist! i lik! Kinda nice movie but im not a movie go-er so im not a good judge :P

Yea. Needa do lots of physical stuff tmr.. waa... die le.. Cya!

Sweet Dreams.

Great Day. ^_______^

haha.. took practical today. Missed lesson for dunno how many times.. think only got 50% attendance. Hehe. Anyway i tink i did well.. except that my entire circuit DIDN"T work. !@#$!! BUT sir said that it's good n it SHOULD. Hmm.. wat the hell? i explained the circuit it respectively to my diagram. Buden circuit still doesn't work. So i dun noe whether i will get penalised. Haiyo. How come lik that de.

Hehe.. Den went for ninja-do! Wee! hehe we got our Gi today! Muhaha.. I got my Gi. Wahaha.. Hot. Hot. White. HeheHex.. *drool* Hehe... got my hands on it. Woah! (now we r offically ninjas- in the training..hehex)

Haha.. den we did quite alot of things today. HEhe.. i lik the training and running on the track. Running on the track during the evenings always make me feel so GOOD. Hehe.. I feel lik im a penguin. Although i can't fly.. im as happy and free as a bird (should be)!

Hehe.. i tink i can put my leg behind my head now. WAhaha.. dun wanna try it nor do i wanna imagine it. Hehe.. gross. Yea.. my kicks n punches are stronger now. Woah. Got sparring today.. Hehe injured mark n wei wen. I tink not bad injuries la. Poor mark kanna kicked and nose bleed by our senior...haiz.. why he challenge him.. he's not the careful type de. Stick to me mah.. only im so gentle n loving.. juz that sometimes have accidents only. :D. buden too we rou le. Cuz Jing Quan said that i lik afraid to fight lik that. Wa.. kanna fatal injury by wei wena.. we got a double KO. HEhe i puched the middle of WeiWen's eyes(accidentally) while he front kick my groin..haha.. really BOWED before him when we were dismissed. Hehe.. buden not his fault. It was mine cuz i hit his eyes mah.. den he WA!! KICK! den KO.

Hmm didn't go for supper cuz got test tmr.(im screwed) Hehe.. haven't take out my contacts n brush teeth yet :P Hmm.. nid 2 wake up early tmr coz meeting two early birds. Elaine n Kuok..hehe So.. Good nite! Muacks.

Good Nite. Swit dreams

I believe i can fly~ i believe i can touch the sky~

Thursday...

Very sleepy now. Will keep a short blog ;)

Got our ninja-do club shirt todae! haha... after such a long period of anticipation. Den todae's the first time our new ninja leaders lead us in our physical training. :D Today's training is more serious(as in not slacky). I lik ^-^. We did alot more of pushups and situps and stuff. Hehe. This is the way to go. A balance of welfare n serious spirit is the way to go.

Haha and singing nursery rythemes is really much more fun den juz counting during strains n pushups. Ha.. we sang little indians, london bridge and twinkle star!(chinese n english buden malay version dunno how to sing..haha) Yea great! N we had a kinda lik sumo session after the training for some fun :D it's new to ninja-do n it's contributed by our new leaders. Its fun! haha somemore it trains our reflexes, strength and combat awareness. Great idea.

Went for supper after that. :) we are havin our performance soon n i hope 2 b one of the performancers :) Now im starting to go futher in my physical training. This weekend n next week end's schedule is packed. Haiz.. when can i catch up on sch work? I hope to learn swimming on sundae but common test's next week.. Omg.. practicals... tink i can pass all my modules but i may not be able to ace in all.

O ya. And we should really aid our new leaders as much as possible. Not juz for our leaders but for our club. So hope everyone would be very enthu n on(lik jing quan.. our great grand senior). N hope everyone show more spirit by shouting out loud! haha

Hmm.. tml's lessons from 9 -4pm again.. haiz.. sianz. Damn slpy now.. sleep deprivated for so many days. haha no teeth brushing tonite :P

Swit Dreams.