Wee! I've got a hairy n fat bundle of joy! Hahahaha!

Hahahaha. The tittle says it all! There's a new baby in the family! Weee!

She's early by a week but she's already having a healthy weight of 3.03 Kg! Haha. She's got lots of hair too.. that's why her dear loving cousin is proud to give her her first nick name! Jia Ying, the fat and hairy bundle of joy! (Aka FHB.) :D

Haha. It's double happiness for the Su family cause it's my grandpa's b.dae on Sunday and now my little FHB's going to crash the party n rock the house down with his chubby cuteness! Agghhhh! Kawaii neh!! Haha :D Woops i keep forgeting it's a she.. haha Her appearance is kinda decieving.. Haha. Hmm.. being a female makes her even cuter! (even though that doesn't change her appearance *SiGniFiCanTly*.) :D

Yea! So it's LOTS of GOOOOOOOOD food n a hairy bundle of joy to play with on sundae! Haha. Weee! I'm feeling so happy for my uncle... *sniff sniff* Finally he's a dad. Ughh... now i have to start to pay back all the bills he helped me to pay.. hahaha.. but it's alright! I'm still happy for him! Hahaha :D Man. My uncle's a really louya dad. Hahaha.. his little FHB really took him by surprise :) So sweettt.... :)

Haha anywae this is the reasoning behind her name(thought up by 5th uncle):
Eh. Our family got one Su Ying Ying(my one). Family name: Su = Lose. No good. So we must Win back, so put 2 Ying Ying = Win Win. Lose + Win + Win= Win. Waaa i like! Hmm..

Second youngest baby: Su Jia Yuan(not my one): Jia Yuan = Family union. Very good. Yuan Yuan Man Man = Su family peaceful n safe.. Hmm.. good good.

Now for FHB(new one): Hmm.. Eh... checked auspicious book... 30 strokes good! Eh? Wa steady! Just nice Su Jia Ying... 30 strokes! Meaning also very solid! Su family win! WAaAahahahahaha!! I so smart! WAhaHAHahaha!!!

Hahaha. Actually the above crap is written by me la.. hahahaha :D Buden i guess the theory behind Su Jia Ying is like that. Haha. Su Jia Ying. Su family win! Haha! I like!

Hmm.. i'm still sick.. i'll have to distance myself from my little FHB... :( Haha. But what's most important is that my uncle finally get to carry his little bundle of love. :D

Hmm.. now for a recount of wad happened this week.

Mon- Went for ninja-do! Weee! Shit. I gave my senior a bloody nose( his nose too sensitive not i not gentle.. haha *ehem* btw alot of ppl say i gentlemen hor. Haha :>) Den injured my great grand senior's (ggs) girlfren (eh, i block only.. she kick n injure herself one not me!) Den did quite a bit of block n attacking with hands wif my ggs. Wee! It was fun! Haha. Overheard him mentioning to my sensitive nose senior that i'm one of the fastest puncher he saw while i was chatting wif ggs' girlfren. haha. Weee!

Tues- Nose n throat infection finally start to take it's toll. Put wl, yz, nerd, sn, ct on aeroplane! Weee! Hahaha... noooo

Wed- Bad karma from ps-ing too many ppl. Caught flu from bro. Woke up with high fever.

Thurs- Manage to recover. Brought Ben, Nerd n Chih for a haircut at my uncle's saloon! haha. Got myself one too :D.

Fri- Today. Other then tinking of a nick for new family member, i slacked n played game for the whole day :D (Must create phobia of games so that i wun flunk o level again becuz of one louya game) Haha.

Yea. That's it for this week! Feeling kinda thankful too because i'm feeling lucky.. got new testimonials out of the blue (or shoe as MT use to say..haha) n dunno? :) feeling so happy for my uncle. haha.

Good Nite! Swit dreams!

Gosh! School's starting next week! Nooo!

Reflections

Yeah. I'm back :)

School's reopening soon, so are my exams!

*Ehem* I must brush up my standard of english.

Woah.

Hmm.. It's my brother's birthday tommorow. It's a dilemma. My family never celebrate birthdays. My brother is having his examinations soon. I could see that he requires some family warmth. So do I. I guess it's been this way for a decade. Just had a "confrontation" with him two days ago. Well, at least i've grown to be able to protect myself now, with age and martial arts, else it would probably end up as it use to be- Violence, death. Ironically, it was the day i'm suppose to be out having fun with the others in a KTV outing. Oh well. At least i've made things better in the family. This ''orphan" who just had to leave for his safety managed to return after 5 years to consciously make things happen.

Reflecting back to the sec sch days, i guess i must have been a "wierdo". As Siew fong put it, i like to ask "wierd stuff" like philosophy. Well, can't blame me. Haha. I'm glad that i've changed alot within this.. 10 months? More has yet to come. It all seemed to be a dream. Only a mere 7 months has passed since the YJC days. The winding paths i've travelled, it seemed so far. I'm glad that everyone's still seem to be where they were. It's quite a relief to know that certain things hasn't change.

Ok. Back to the present.

Just realised that i haven't pay my education fees. Woo! That probably means that i've got a choice to withdraw from this semester. Yea. Hmm. Compared my timetable with bigger head(yz). My timetable consists of 8 hours of repeated modules and 14 hours of new modules. Cool. But Yz has a total of 28 hours of new modules. So wtf am i doing, wasting one semester and education fees when i'm striving to enter another poly and course? However, on the otherhand, if i decide to withdraw, i'm putting all my eggs in one basket. If Republic decides not to accept me(wtf?) nor my project, that's it. I can prepare myself for the army and forget the endless ambitions i hold.

Anywae, the exams are coming. I've to really polish my english and start practising my maths. I've faith though but not my parents. :(

Good bye.

Wazzup? 

Metamorphosis

I'm back :)

Went for chalet over the weekend. Quite an ....ok chalet. Had some catching up with the others :) Hmm.. my bic skills improved! Hehe.

Haha.. Chingting xiao mei mei has grown cuter den ever. Haha. Everyone's very much the same. Hmm. Tink i changed the most, juz as Ting xiao mei mentioned. Stupid big head still as lame as ever. Aghhh... dun fart infront of me.. else i stuff banana up your *ss.

Hehe. Declared all the crushes i had during the chat under the full moon, by the rolling sea, during truth or dare. Haha.. i was so horny last time. Hehe. The numbers dropped from 10 to 0 now. :D So stop accusing me of being horny. Haha. Hmm.. seriously. GBR's not for me.

Slept for 18 hours yesterday. Mmm..

Hmm.. i tink i know wad happened. Had another "Ghost Press" yesterday. They weren't ghost press. I think i know what's happening. I feel energy surges whenever they happened. Felt fearful yesterday though, thus breaking the immoblization withing 10 secs or so. My body seemed to vibrate from within(not from muscluar contraction) and the energy surges whenever i tried some "tricks". Muhahaha... getting to like the experience.

Finally. My whole family's at home today and so, i'm forsaking Ninja-do for a family day today. :)
Hmm. A few wierd things are happening. I dreamt of shopping at some "budget" shop after some enjoyable traveling in the bright and wonderful sunlight. Is it Malaysia? Hmm. Dreamt of wanting to buy a white wafer type of biscuit in my dream and soyabean. Wa.. i was so happy. Cheap and yummy food! Haha. Woke up from the dream to find the "rare" treats! Hehe. Hmm.. is something happening to me?

My current situation and my 'dreams'/ aspirations- Haix. Things are abit confusing. Hope my father's going to be alright. I have the will.

If only some phobia/ sickness will go away. Agh.

Watching Elva's MTV makes me sweat and my heart, weak at times. Haha. It's not infatuation or some opp. sex attraction. It's hard to explain. Haha. Let's just say she's the embodiment of my hopes, aspirations and fantasies. (No. Shan. Not hentai)

Hope everything fares well!

It's going to be a really busy semester. Personal biotech project(for RP), 'O' levels, Ninja-do performance, 38+/- hour weeks and personal "extra" stuff.

Freedom! 

Smile :D 

Wazzup? 

Hehe 

Waa....  

Elva! Elva! Elva!

Hahaha.. slacked so much these days..

Didn't go for the night exploration trip with the flash-a-holics yesterday! So decided to explore on my today! Hahaha.. loved the warmth of the sun, the freedom of space, the air, the nature and simplicity. Aiya. Didn't bring the MCC extension card with me. Too bad. Can't update the pictures. :)

Having i'm having a fun time blogging while watching MTV! Haha.. Downloaded lots of them these days. My new idol is Elva! Haha. She's so sweet and she dances really well! Haha. I'm not horny k? She's really sweet and comparitively very simple and natural compared to the other celebrities. Haha. I like. I like! She kinda radiates enthu-ness and inspires hope. :D Feel sad though.. I have to get the efforts of someone i respect by underhand methods. Hai. No cashy... :(

Agh.. the itch.. Climbed down a 75'' slope that's taller then me. Had to climb backwards barefooted due to the dense vegetation.

MmmMmm!! Elva's really cute! Hahaha. *^____________^* Haha. *Blushes*

MMmmmmM!!! I Like! I LIke!

Hahahaha... Yea! Looking forward to having fun tmr during ninja-do! Hahaha... ready to dance :D.. Hmm too bad she has only 30+ Mtv. Haiz... DD:

Feel bad that i'm not supporting her. :( At least i didn't support piracy (as the serious form). :(

Weee! Below's some of her pictures :D

Family

Listened to history.

A long history.

A weary journey.

Back to the olden days.

We were suppose to be filthy rich.

The Su family, millionaires.

A twist of fate.

A really great ancestor.

Whose morals were legendary.

Grandpa hated him for his 80 years.

On his own, Grandpa brought up 8 siblings.

He was just 14.

He rather sell precious land than his baby sister.

50kg of potatoes. Japanese occupation.

Tens of miles for a better price.

Married my grandma as a favour at 23. (My grandma was a step daughter)

Now, the children have grown up.

His siblings rich, WELL to do.

Fcuk them.

Grandpa, a discarded condom?

Shouldn't be. But i feel the injustice.

The fledglings grew and flew.

Thrifty family upbringing, instilled by grandpa.

Quite well to do, no worries for money.

Their children too.

Except for my family.

Lots of things happened.

It ignites me.

Of course i can't hate my parents.

They made mistakes.

Foolish acts.

I can't blame my relatives.

Some pitiful, some smug.

It's up to me, the younger of the sons.

I must gain back the pride for my household.

And not to be looked down upon.

My parents.

Me.

Grandpa.

But.

I'm not a materialistic person.

I seek spirtuality and wisdom.

Not just filthy money.

A meaningful life free of financial difficulties.

Do they understand?

Do you understand?

These duties and others.

Recognised since primary school.

Able to cope with emotionally now.

Now that i've grown stronger.

Wiser and older.

Perhaps that's why i can't attach myself.

I'm preoccupied.

I'm restless.

It's a very long story and most of it are sensitive.

But wad's done is done.

It's a tantalizing illusion left behind.

A distraction from living life to the fullest.

My grandpa's a wise man.

Do not be selfish.

Do not gamble.

Be thrifty.

Family and relatives are the most important assert.

Blood is forever thicker then water.

Love your brother.

No thanks.

Just fuck off.

Out of my sight.

Now it seems like i'm the caretaker for my aged benefactors.

What my grandpa spoke of was learnt, not read.

From 14 till now.

Lessons through life.

What's mine? I wonder, i ponder.

It's a interesting life to explore. :)

A story for grandpa's little tapole. :))___________________________________________________
Wa put aeroplane again.. haha paiseh paiseh. ___________________________________________________

Chaotic days. I lost track of wad happened but basically had some supernatural experiences and maybe i was "ghost pressed"? I dunno. Went for ninja-do. Yea. A change of master and a upcoming performance. We must gain back our pride! All faces were thrown during the last performance thanks to some "wonderful" finale by some smart asses. Downloaded some interesting stuff and reasearch has strengthen my faith. Too bad Singapore doesn't have the things i seek.

Man. I pangseh 2 groups of people again. Sorry sorry. Shit. I sucks. ARGH!!!!!

Wa.. senior die die wanna go "haunted" HDB. Go again? : hmm.. haha don't want lei. I say i didn't disturb on purpose liao. Maybe disguise as indian when i go again. Haha. Den good buddy won't realise that i go back on my word? :