Ughh.. he screwed up again :' (

=( i'm still at home.

When i should be out theresome where having fun. ='(

Felt sick D:

Hurts Bad.

Damn.

Hmm.. woke up at 5+ this morning but still ended up this way :(
Went for a morning stroll juz now, reflected and recounted lotsa things in my head. Woah.. so many things have happened but they are all a blur to me. Damn. Short circuited again. I forgot about all the things i remembered of. ><"

Well at least i remembered the 3 month date-line i have for myself to get fat! ><" Damn! it's almost 3 months now... Noooooooooooooooooooooo

Haha.. Grafafghhh!! Gonna pig myself into a boar during the holidays!! I dun believe that i can't turn fat!!! GrRrAghhh!! juz u wait u fatties!! Man. I wonder how many bowls of porridge and cans of beans and minced meat i nidda dump in to get fat. ><"! Someone give me a proper diet please!! Hmm.. u are wat u eat. Maybe being a gorrila issn't so bad too. Hmm gonna buy lots of banana :D They are tasty treats n they are cheap!

Hmm.. so this is my plan for my 6-weeks semestral break. Work, $$--> proper food(!), clothes, gems?*-*, gifts and bills. Hmm really nidda learn how to cook too! Den, study for O-levels, get healthy, get my hip joints back to working condition, get better in ninja-do and learn more stuffs from frens and everyone!

Man. Busy week ahead. Hmm.. gonna use this "special" day well. Studying after this, den finish my EEPS, clear my assignments.

Maybe we should think this way. Problems are lessons to be learnt. Hardships, a training for the spirit. Spirit, the thing that sets u apart from the inanimate. :D

='( Missing all the fun now.

Weixin blesses you!

Last week to ''clear''.

wAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been a month now. I can still remember the national day celebrations.. but everything after that's a blur! AGhhhh! My poly stuffs are so messed up!! Everything's so messy! hah hah ><" *pant*

Damn. I nidda finish my projects by this week! Den i nidda catchup on a month's work of Comprog and a whole semester's work on EECADS B4 TUES n WEDS. AGHHHHHHhhh! Holy shit! i wanna go back 2 sec sch for teacher's day. Nooo...

I'm not even back in my home now. Aghh! nidda pack up everything b4 DAWN n go back 2 my house! Nidda wake up by 5+ tmr n leave home(mine) by 6.30am! Freak! Really looking forward to the holidays now.

Hmm.. so this is my plan :D. Damn i don't have the EEPS stuff with me. Hmm.. i shall do alittle bit of comprog tonite and rush my EEPS project b4 monday morning. Freak! i haven't do my MOL! Aghh! My comprog too! ><" noo...

Im blogging less too coz i can't use my wireless n i dread going into my bro's room. Hmm.. did nothing constructive today. Had lots of unrestful sleep and a 3 1/2 hour of unrestful nap. Did nothing much other then digesting lots of food and filtering lots of water. :P

Hmm.. at least i rushed n managed 2 modules+ IS module.. 3 more modules to go. phew.. nidda clear my desk n cabinet by this week.

*Note to myself: Im shortcircuiting these days. Can't catch any balls and keep forgeting stuffs suddenly*

Dear Bloggy,

Haha. Staying over at uncle house tonite. :D

Waaa.. too tired to blog. Aiya.. wanna go out wif Jq and Derrick today buden too tired... zzz.. man i'll miss the fun.

Haha today's compro test wasn't as hard as i expected. Hope to get a minimum of 75.. Shit i'm so dumb! haha i did all the extra things, wad %-10.2f and all sort of extra "tidy" stuff... man ended up finishing only 2/3 of the last qn. Haha

Hmm.. saw shan today! Haha Shan. Not bad sia u. Getting more n more handsome buden u nidda do something about ur belly! hAhaha. U can be very charming if u want to trust me ;) Hmm.. wondered how elaine is now. haha :P No other meanings ok.

Yea. Got to lesson.. hehe at least im not treated as a ghost in my class :D Like talking to my China classmates.. haix can't express 1/3 of wad i wanna express. o well.

Hmm.. everyone seemed to be in good mood today.

Yeah had some long chat with joyce yest. Hmm lotsa things n some stuff on ninja-do too. Hmm.. wad can we do to keep everyone's morale up lei? and gel everyone and make everyone relax and treat each other like best frens. Actually things can be so simple. Ah well.

Haha dead tired. Shan't blog liaoz. Damn. I'm missing derrick n jq every min now. Nooooo.....

Hmm.. long time since i last played badmt. Aiya next time ba loongi. Nidda rush my projects this week and do my sholdering b4 returning the tools back to neth.

Aieee... The china classmates are so nice! Esp the gals... haix... haha smile at them, talk to them but haven't really get to know everyone on a more personal level. D: The way they smile are so sunny though :)

Hehe but im frenly ok. :P quite a nice response for being absent all the time. Hahaha.

Ah well. Good Nite! Swee Dreams!

Hi hi =D

=)

Damn. Not much time to blog =( wanna blog a long entry and a reflective compo today. haha =P
Can't tap into neighbour's wireless these days.. so i can't blog, msn or check email at nite :(

Haha. I'm at my uncle house now, im staying over tonite.

Hmm.. oral was fine, think i can get 7/10 for it. Second to be tested for oral! aghh! i got tested immediatly after 10 mins of reading the paper. Damn, no "expected" time for me to relax and organise my thoughts. Geez.. couldn't read well in the beginning part but managed fine afterwards. haha blog down another time =)

Sheez.. ninja-do is fun! wads up wif some of our ninja-do frens.. haiz. damn it. Shit. I will settle that another day.

Cya! Sweet dreams! Good nite!

Chiong Chiong Chiong!

Woah. Chionging for so many weeks le... National day celebration.. chalet.. performance.. swimming.. outings... My body is breaking down.

Yea. Going to see a Sensei tmr with Chris and JQ. My hip joint hurts and i walk slightly off-side and it hurts at times and i can't stretch, i can't kick or even walk properly! Chris' fractured his knuckle yesterday. Haiz.. sad. Even more sad for John. Haix. He's got lotsa prob already. And den now this. Damn. Sad that i couldn't help much. Not till i conquered mine...

Haha. We had our performance yest! Finally the performance thing is over! Haha. Finally can we relax and focus on our own training, fun and laughter! :) Hope everyone in ninja-do will be one big family! especially after those 3 training day weeks, those throwing, slamming and kicking.. haha. Neat job at cineleisure yest. GOOD EXPERIENCE! KEEP IT UP! Lets get back next year with extra fury and spirit! :)

Sad that Derrick lost his torch yest. His first torch.. in it was the soul of a flash-a-holic. Man. Felt so guilty. If i have not took it out to shine around, it won't be lost. Buden i gave it back to him. Haix.. buden still, it won't happen if i didn't play wif it. Ready to compense him........... :((

Haha. After the performance and after everyone gradually split up back to their respective homes, We (xiang xiang, chris, yong meng and me) went walking about and settled down in Takashimaya. Haha. Chatted and listened to songs on my labby. Haha practised my english oral and Derrick helped me with it! HEhe. Thanks alot! Ack. Embrassing sia. Hehe. CAn't blame me! i dun talk much. I'm normally alone at home and i speak only chinese and hokkien respectively to my parents and grandparents :P

JQ and Christine, Yu hua, Colin, chris came to pick up us later for some nite outing! hehe. Luv sitting behind the lorry, enjoying the breeze as we sped down the highway under the unobstructed nite sky. Went for some Mushroom minced meat noodles! Haha. Yum yum. The guys chatted and crapped b4 we went on to MacRitchite Reservior for some walk walk and chit chat. Haha. The flash-a-holics didn't go into some ulu ulu place to test their crazy torchlights.. phew.. :P buden kinda sad that 2 flash-a-holics were down. Chris and Derrick:(

Got home at 4am yest. :P Didn't do much for today. Had every insightful discussion wif bro. haha maybe we should write a book or something. Hmm.. bad days seem to be over through my will. There only 2 left. Went to library to return and borrow books. Borrowed basics on karate and a book on Shiatsu :D

Woah. At least this week's not so rough. Need the break. Nooo.. nidda chiong proj stuff tmr. Tink i can prepare for debarrment from Comprog exams le. >:( wad a evil punishment. Quite just i suppose. Buden, not letting one to sit for exams is just like giving one his cert or disclosing his result after his test, it's juz that it's worse. Den there's test tmr too. N theres some classmate stuff to settle. aghh!! Den polians stuff! Agghhh! Den swimming stuff.. AGHHHHH!! Wad about my modules?! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Swit dreams! Nidda chiong for my exams tmr! (after i wake up)

Good nite!

Burnt Out.

Woah. Went for swimming today. Went for usual class and make-up class. Zzz.. swam a total of 50+ laps today, 20 or so in the morning and 38 in the afternoon. Zzzz... Felt so hungry for the whole day since morning. Food consumed: 3 Soyabean, 1 chickenchop, 1 minced meat noodle, 1 mixed vege, 1 Ban Mian. Aghh.. still feeling hungry even though i juz ate my Ban Mian and drank my soya. First time i spent so much on food on normal days.

Hmm.. Today's CATS presentation was lame.. haha :P at least its considered quite good for a last minute work! Hey Hey. I didn't slack! I contributed alot. Haix Sianx now over today and oops. 12 am le, now i need to rush my comprog project. Haiyo. Truly burnt out. First was a very tiring week, den feeling blue, den chalet, den now it's all the training + swimming makeup lessons and training, projects and lack of sleep(& food!). Zzz..

Yea. Chatted with Evan as usual. Haha. Wa... envy him. He could leave school at 11+, me?! i juz got home at 11PM plus! ><" 12 hours of sleep!! AGHHHHHhhh wanna bite someone!! Haha kip on ps him when he ask me out. Haix. That's very bad :( i ps alot o f ppl le. Muz settle my stuff asap. Haix.

Surfed on np.net for info on courses etc. Fell into a semi-sleep for 30mins from sheer tireness and a headache for not drying my hair after the morning swim. Hmm.. didn't do much. Man. My hip joint hurts. Damn. I can't even do a proper turning kick or swim breaststroke properly cuz my hip joint kinda jammed. Aghh.. i wasn't frenly during ninja-do due to my tireness. I couldn't breathe properly. Waa.. Yuan Qi all dispersed le. Zzz... So tired now.

Got myself new bruises on my knuckles from banging the wall. Haix.

Good Nite!

Back to sch! (at last)

Haha. Went for make-up test today and blogged afterwards(see chalet!) haha.

Hmm.. went back to class for lessons. Classmates were like. Weixin! u're finally here. HEhe. actually only my china classmates greeted me. :P Ack. Damn sad. 有苦难言。。 haha.

Yea. Tmr's Lv Ying's b.dae ;) ^^ u noe loh. Haix. They celebrated for her today cuz we won't meet as a class tmr. They brought poppers and cake for a mini- b.dae party. Felt damn akward cuz i was infront of her and the others were also doing a bad job celebrating for her. Haix. I screwed up. ( ^^ maybe u guys catch no ball, but polians should noe :) ) It's her b.dae, i should have made her happy but i made only pathetic attempts. Yea. After they left, i chose to wait and act as if i'm keeping my stuff, infact waiting for her and some remainders of the class to walk off first. Didn't feel like talking, wasn't feeling like myself and so, I slammed my fist into the wall. Bled. Ok la. abit. Haix.

Hehe. At least we had quite a nice conversation over MSN. :) Haha. Told her that i'm changing course for sure and maybe even change poly. She's sad. :) at least managed to cheer her up abit. haha. aiyo.. haha kinda meaningful. Felt much better after that.

Hmm. Things aren't as bad as i tot. Haha. Thank you John! For helping me find out abt Course transfer and tution grant stuff! Phew. Able to breathe now. I was so worried abt the tution grant being revoked.

Yea. So stayed and chat and slack around with Evan after sch till 6.40pm today. Yea. Haha nice guy. :D Hmm.. Did CATS project le, kinda crappy buden confirm can pass, and if we're lucky maybe we can get a 'B'. Agh.. nidda chiong another project wif or w/o ChuChu.

Yea. Yz's in deep shit wor! haha quick tell him u got health prob! hahahaha. 80% success rate leh! :D haha ok la. Wun kl u.

Yea. Good nite! Swit dreams!

I wish! I wished.

Chalet :D

Haha. Juz finished my ELTECH make-up pratical test. 3 hours free to blog!!! :D

Haha. Chalet was nice. Hehe though our gang (polians <-- wtf?! ><" lol) and Benben's new SP frens didn't get to interact mah. Well. They outnumbered us and sticked to themselves quite alot but we could join in if we are friendly and enthu enuff. O well. At least i getta interact wif them! :D

Hmm.. The first nite of the chalet. !@#$ I had to wait alone for 2 hours b4 everyone came. I was licking my Vanilla cone for 40mins.. lol. Should have joined Derrick and the others for dinner first. Ah. Well. (wth? Meteor shower watching trip become forest nite exploration trip. Wtf? lol)

WooT! Drank Tequilla(40%) and Vodka(30?%)! Haha. I was told to spread salt on my tougue and consume the liquor in one gulp. Haha. Feels really good! I'm all warm and cosy inside after drinking 3 shots. Hah Hah. *^_____^* It really good for warming up, coz after i drunk it, i could do all the ninja-do kicks without warmup! :D Haha.. Liked the light headedness from drinking it. Ben's frens, Kelvin, KC, Louis and another guy(aiya forget his name) was extremely hospitable! Haha. Shit. The liquor was finished b4 i could get another few shots.

Haha. Ben was soooo man that day! Haha! He took 17 shots and managed to hold on for 25 mins b4 puking! Hey hey. That's really impressive for a first try! Haha. It was the first time i witness the full effect of drinking. Woah. After a few mins, he was doing all the classic stuff of being drunk: "I'm not drunk!" den next he's trying to kiss the floor. Den, "WHERE IS HUISHAN!!?!!" "NA CHU LAI(bring it out!!)!!" LoL den "HUISHAN!!!" den "KNNBCBB!! HUISHAN!! HahAHaha!! KENNETH WHERE R U?! HahAhaha!! BEAT ME!!" LoL. *___* Ben Hao Men WOR!!!

Haha. We had to tie him to a chair with belts and leave him outside the chalet(We know he's going to puke for sure). Haha Den video tape him and play with him till he finally fell asleep.

Haha but wad happened next after 25 mins wassn't very man. LoL. He FREAKING PUKED when everyone was not ready! hahaha! Lucky i didn't volunteer my belt!! We were like: "Hmm.. ok, he's not puking yet. Lets relax for awhile." Den the next thing we knew was "BUAaghhh... BUUUuUUAGgHhHHh...." Waaa! He puked a freaking lot of stuff. LoL! His puke is orange somemore! Wth?! Haha think the size of his dinner is my breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper combined. LoL. Need to wash for a !@#$ long time. Theres curvy things (prawns?), rice etc. etc. wth. Buden no vegetable lei. Aiyo. Muz eat vege! they prevent constipation! haha going to suggest that to him!

Yea. N den Zhe Ming the Love Expert was there too. Haha Really nice guy. Yea the first nite i saw him i had a strong impression of him liaoz(not bad impression, strong). Haha He came, and following him was 8 quite xl bengsters... with glass bottles. Haha. ZM is a high ranking gangster(or leader?) but he rather join a new gang that's mainly for looking after each other, their rules are: No looking for trouble(staring, cursing), no funny ideas on bro's gal, get education(anything, juz dun stop school) and not to take drugs. Can't recall anymore. Woah. That's really good gang rules, for people who want to retire abit bah i guess. Haha shan't name the gang. They are a gang of elite fighters. 6 muay thai*__* and 3 unknown martial artist. Haha felt very priviledged to join ZheMing, Kc, and another guy(agghh. forgot his name) for chatting on the last nite.

Back to topic. N so, he came to ask politely for bottles b4 going off with his 8 ginas following him. Wanted to borrow my belt but maybe my belt too louya den he dun wan.. haha. Wa.. worried for them at first but nothing happened. Haha as Kc has said. "Dun ask too much abt their bussiness, it issn't good" Den i told Kc that they returned without bottles, he said "O ok, is there blood on them? anyone wounded?" LoL. Kc's pro at such bussiness liaox. Haha. Luckily there wassn't. LoL kinda funny. The incident was sparked off when one of his gina kanna beaten up by another gang for no apparent reason.(haha maybe xl la, i c liao also cannot take it) Den he called down his buddies, and ZheMing was one of them. So it was 9 against 20+ later. Haha the story get abit messed up here coz i was blur at that time. Tink the party at fault chanted their gang slogan den Zm & ginas counter with theirs(a nessary act and sort of a return to a challenge and a display of pride and balls for their gang) and shoot them back. Den the 20+ ppl got scared and retreated back to their chalet (of coz la, i see so many ppl holding glass bottles i also wet my pants. HAhaha, buden 20 vs 9.. abit balless la. hahaha, lik that still wanna xl and act beng, join gang. Wu liao) Den Zm they all pissed outside their chalet and went off. Haha one of his gina wanna poo poo there somemore. LoL den Zm: "Mai siao la, no toilet paper to wipe butt la!" Hahaha.

Den didn't do much, after settling ben, asked ben's SP frens to help us take care of him b4 going for a stroll with polians (<-- ><"!!). Haha ok la. Walked about chit chat and practise my ninja-do kicks(axe kick? crescent kick etc.) Hmm.. Saw Roy from marsiling. Haha doubt he remembers me. He's a sec3 last year and get to know him during NEducation camp. Aiya Aiya. I was so hesitant last time. O well. Must be more street smart Weixin!! :P

Brought snacks back to share with the guys. Haha didn't do much next. Went to play black jack(haha juz learnt it) with (!! "><---->)polians b4 all of them fell to sleep. Had to sleep on the floor. Agh. At least its not too cold. Waa.. Woke up after an hour to wear my clothes and jeans. !@#$.

Didn't do much the second morning. Played pool in the moring. The service in coasta resort is kinda lame. Nb. The restruant owner was cheating our $ loh. She said "I let u all to play the first round for free." Den next, after we finished, she said "Slot in the $ else how do i get my balls back?" She was acting blur sia. Dishonest merchant. Den ok, dun want to argue with u. Den we slot in the $ and take back our IC. We went back and den went cycling in the afternoon. Aiseh. The attitude from the bicycle shop handler is also screwed up too. Not ur shop also do a decent job at the least la. U're hired not to gif a f*** face and to be rude to ur boss' customers la. Bitch.

Haha cycling was quite fun la. HAhaHaha! We got into some incident wif a group of gals! hahaha. it's 5 guys vs 4? or 5 gals too! haha. We were chasing them. LoL dunno who suggest one. Den they notice us. Hahaha. Den we overtake them, they laugh and smile at us. "Jia you!" somemore wor! hahahaha. LoL Yz crashed his bic infront of them. HahAhAhaha! Throw face wor. Aiya i didn't wear my contacts during that time. Else i can enjoy the scenery with my own eyes and look at the babes! :DD Don't like to face others when im wearing specs, therefore, couldn't see anything except that they were looking at me when i twist and turn ahead of the rest. Aiya. Aiya. Haha after that they followed us i tink. Hahaha. The tanned gal in purple was the cutest and prettiest. :P Think they are ard our age too! Hahaha.

Cycled to a very atheltic playground afterwards! Haha climbed to the top of a dome structure made of ropes. FIRST! Hahaha. Stepped on Wl's head! haha Liked to swing here and there, climb up upside-down, shift left rite, up down, use hand, use leg, use brain, twist here twist there. Haha. FUN! Haha. On top of the world! (with wl under my feet. Haha)

After playing for quite some time, we went back to the shop and back to our chalet. By that time abt everyone's awake. Nothing much happened afterwards. O the rest of ben's sp frens came. Haha. Friendly ppl. :D

Waa... tired to blog liaox. ahh..

Ok. Didn't do much. Watched some scooby performance. Horny loongi keep taking pic of the ang moh gal. Piangx. Haha. Hmm.. the two malay gals dance really well! Haha. Dun be too seductive infront of kids leh. :D I wanna learn how to dance! Can anyone teach me for FREE?? :D

Didn't do much. Haha. Played soccer with the sp guys. Den went back and slack around. b4 we knew it it's nite. Haha while polians played majong. I went to chat wif ben's sp frens, Zm, Kc, the guy.. Wah.. drunk spoiled red wine. !@#$. I was the first to drink. LoL. They spit everything out after tasting it. Waahh.h.. lol.

Yea. Heard lotsa stuff from Zm on gang stuffs. etc. and his personal expierence. O___O really "epic" real-life stories. If your interested, ask me personally bahx! Haha. Den chatted abt Ben, Huishan, sch etc. :)

O ya. Met Joyce(ben's fren) and her boyfren. Woah. Really a golden couple.(metaphor, they are actually quite chao ta) Aiya forgot her boyfren's name. Hehe im slow at remembering. The guy's big, open and hunky. Joyce's pretty, attractive and frenly too! Haha. They are my model couple! Wanna be like them too! haha admire admire!

O ya. Carried and played with Ben's little bro for a while too. He's 7. Haha. I'm always at lost on how to deal with children. I had always wanted a lil sis in my family to look after. ;) a lil flower in our family. I will give her my best and shower her with my love, so that i will not hate but love. Love something, someone. Yea. So since i had no idea on wad to do, i carried him up and SWING!! WEEEEeee!!! Hahaha. Swing!! Weee!! Hahaha. He was laughing and laughing. Hehe. Kinda proud to make him happy! Haha. Den put him down after a few swings and he happily ran away. Haha mischievous kid. Can tell that he's really smart too. I lik!

Haha. During the second nite, Zm and Kc got drunk! Wahaha. They were freaking noisy! The blasted the music at max and shouted through the nite! LoL. 30 shots. No wonder. Woah they managed to hold out till the next morning when i BBQ. LoL.

Yea. So it has come to the last morning. Setup the BBQ pit and started the fire etc. Woah. First time wor. Haha inhaled lotsa soot coz we didn't have fire starter. I had to restart the fire by blowing coz there was no firestarter left. Yea. N i cooked lotsa lousy food too. Hehe. Can't blame me. It's my first time. Yea. Lucky me, Ben's frens took over the cooking. Yummy... Yum Yum

Yea. Learnt majong finally! Haha. Really lucky tiles, but i didn't noe how to play. At least now i get the idea :D Majong's kinda fun.

Yea. And so, we bid farewell and left first cuz neth was having a bad headache. At least we cleaned the place up b4 leaving so it's not that bad.

Haha. The scene when Ben got drunk was absolutely touching. A drunken will never lie. And his love for huishan can never be a lie. Hmm.. I would like to try getting drunk for once too. I wonder wad would i do, wad would i say. Though im pretty sure that if i got drunk that day i would most probably turn violent and do alot of regretable stuff. D:

Haha. I wish i have a B.dae party lik that too... Mmmm... :P

Byeeezzzz....

Haha. Back from Chalet! Monday!

Haha. Back from chalet yest afternoon. Slept straight to 7pm. Hmm.. lots of stuff to blog but too tired to blog today! Blog it down next time bahx! Btw. Ben got drunk and he was sooooooooooo MAN!!!! Hahahaha. Btw. Getting to like alchol. It makes u so warm and cozy inside and hip hoppy! =D

Hmm.. Pon sch today =D. Hmm.. went for ninja-do after meeting Loongi. LoL. Initally wanted to chat for 3 mins de. But end up chatting for 40mins. LoL. Saw karen. Haha same old look and same old shyness. Hehe. Swit gal. Makes me wonder abt my Sec. sch days. As loongi has said:" I regret that i've not been able to get to know everyone in our class."

Haha. Got late for ninja-do and kanna pumping for 30 straight away. Hehe lucky me! Im so light that i dun feel any kick!( :John: Dun increase my pumping becoz of this!! hahaha =D) But started panting at 24 cuz i was tired inside out and i was !@#$ thirsty. Hadn't drink much water and ate lots of sweets. HAha. Den did some crappy warmup and went straight to punching and kicking. Wa. Torture man. It's Sahara desert in my mouth and im raining pespiration onto the floor like a firehose. I'm so dehydrated. Hehe. Lucky me that john let everyone off for a waterbreak earlier! Feel bad though, to trouble our leader.

Damn shag for the rest of our training. Hehe tink it's due to lack of sleep bah and bad sleeping postures. My neck was aching and my back was breaking. !@#$ lol. We learned lotsa stuff today! Haha. Nice! Punches, Kicks, Locks, Breakfalls, Falling kicks, Spinning kicks, spinning thrusts, Chops etc. Wahaha.. =D gonna pay more attention to my training now after hearing the stuff Zhe Ming told me during the chalet. =D

Haix avoided talking with the rest during training coz i'm shagged and still down. Hehe dun wanna be a wet blanket and so, stick to my own training. Hehe. I tink i can do backrolls now! =DD

Hmm.. trained our kata. Aiya our kata can still improve. !@#$. Hope everyone will buck up and train at home too! so that we can give in our best during the performance! hehe. Well........ im no good either so i guess i can't say much :((

Hmm.. O ya. !@#$ Got 3 holes on my LABBY!!! NOT SCRATCHES!! IT"S FREAKING HOLES! lol. Think it's from our master's shurikens. ARGHHH.. they rebounded off the board and most probably poked through my cover and into my labby. !@#$... agghhhhh! im such a retard not to see it coming! noooo my darling!!!! ><" hahahaha............. T-T

Haha. Did i look that bad during ninja-do? Hmm.. haha u guys keep saying that i looked so stressed.. aiya.. haix.. wad to say lei.. haha... nothing much bah. Take care ;) Haha lame.. WaaHhhh!!!! Juz wanna let u guys know that im still the old me! Juz a weary and down Wei Xin. Wait for me to gear and oil myself up and i will be up and running in no time!

Hmm.. too shagged to blog anymore. Got home at 11.40 today i tink. Wanna pon tmr's morning class. Hmm.. i have my reasons. Haix. 有苦说不出的汁味好辛苦。 trust u guys will noe bah. :((
In fact. Tmr's lesson is crap. O well. Crappy die die still muz go! Dun go no exam for u bad boy! Scoop up and eat my crap! ><" So i guess i'll have to eat crap till 5pm tmr b4 meeting with Evan and pangsoon(><") to buy some material for our crappy 5men project(yoyo. i rather do the whole project alone or with Evan).

Hmm.. So that's all for today!

Swit Dreams!!

Well. Everyone has their problems. Sorry if i had reminded anyone of theirs when i show my long black face. Esp u Xueyan. :)

Good nite!

Hmm..

Pon school today. Haiz.

Hmm. Trained alittle bit. Read some books. Surfed the net. The more i surfed on the biotech courses, the stronger my unoptimistic notion about studying Mechanical engineering becomes. ME really isn't my cup of tea. And i seriously feel that im wasting my time and other oppunities. Well, biotech isn't my best cup of tea either, but at least its linked to my ambition.

I've got 16 for my L1R4 and the cut-off point for biotechnology in Ngee Ann is 9 (according to Mark). That means i have to get A1s for my Maths and English. Lucky me i have planned ahead last year to redo my papers, but i !@#$ wanted to save $$, so i chose not to retake Chemistry, though i felt a need for it. However, this year is the enrolment for dragon babies, therefore, the baby bloom has dropped the COP by 4-6 points. Hopefully it will raise by 2-3 points next year(enrolment for snake babies + some dragon babies), so that i can have a much higher possiblity of entering. Not sure about the appealing part to change course too. I have to submit my appeal by september, but i get my retest results only by march. If i were to reapply, will the tution grant be gone?! If thats the case, i will have to change poly. And by doing so, i have to say goodbye to all my frens in ngee ann, esp my dear ninja frens...

Hmm.. Going off to buy a meal now. Need to get to poly for ninja-do rehersal though i don't feel like it. Off for chalet later till sunday. Haixx... feel so bad that my body feels weak but my will makes me feverish.

Haiya. Feeling kinda low.

Met Chingting yest. and had abit of catching up with her. Haha. Jc stressed huh? What to do? Study hard and play hard bahx =) Juz remember: After all the pressure and grinding JC has put u through, dirt will be uncovered and you will shine like gems polished to a glim.

Hmm.. Very dazed. Haha. Hmm.. O brought Ben to my parent's shop to do shopping for chalet. Met Jason on the way. Haha. Long time no see. U jason lum p(from an ***)! haha. Hmm an uncle gave me 2 cards for some "friends" chatline featuring a sexy babe. lol. Do i look that despo or do i look that "adult"? Funny incident but not feeling funny enuff to tag. =P

Hmm. Today ma. Didn't do much, haha slack around with evan for 1 hour, crapping and chatting. Haix. He asked me to change course together to the same course. Haix.

Swimming's improve but still not to my expectations. Well. You didn't swim for 2weeks, i guess not bad la. Improved alot. Hmm.. Went for ninja-do afterwards. Haha. Didn't feel like gonig but went anyway. Hmm. Not a bad session. Didn't get to train much physically. Haha dun mind though i had plenty of self-training for 3 days le. Our kata still kinda screwed up. Haiyo. Buck up guys!

Yeah. Body, mind and soul are one indeed. Im not healthy anymore! My pinkness are gone! At least i don't get sick and can still jump and hop about, though not as far and often as i could.

1.00pm le. haha. Good Nite! Long weekends ahead! Going to chalet tmr after ninja-do and den staying if possbile till sunday afternoon. Aiyo. Thinking of it makes me feel so tired. ZzZzZZz...

Sweet Dreams.

Haha. Thanks Derrick and Mark, for lending me your listening ears, attention and concern. Felt really good to sit between you two, legs hovering in the air, sitting on the ledge overlooking the stadium under the moon. And thanks Chris, for your concern too. Haix. The only thing that pains me if i were to leave is ninja-do and my classmates.

Nite nite. Sweet Dreams.

Happy National Days!!

Haha. Hmm.. Have to start brushing up my english writing skills now for my "O"-level retest. Hehe. All blog entries now muz have more standard le :P.Short entry for today.

Woke up at 1pm today. Hehe. Got lots of smses n calls. Hehe, yongbeng, chuchu, evan , kenneth, wl, chih, ben. Haha. It's such a joy to have so many ppl contacting u. Hehe. Maybe its my lucky day. :) Hope i wun be hurt.

Yea. Went for a stroll in the afternoon to absorb some sunlight. AHhh. Liked the warmth from the sun and the carass of wind.

Hehe. Went to marina bay today! Hehe. Wth?! end up playing billard and eating. Haha. Hmm at least we saw fireworks! haha. And chit-chat while strolling about. Hehe. We brought half a dozen of jolly-sally and toasted! lol. Banged my can so hard that my can bent into half. Haha poor kenneth get spilled by me :P

Called Chuchu n asked her to leave earlier else she would be stuck in marina bay. Damn. Hehe. We were stuck in citylink mall den. It was really a BIG jam. We exited from the stairs inside cuz everyone was simply not moving anymore. mm.. walked round and round before walking back to the mrt station by the other way. Hehe. Theres no jam there. Damn. Wondered if i gave Chuchu a false alarm.

hmm. went to cwp afterwards around 10++. Hahaha. Get an extra "STYLE" super duper vanilla cone from a very nice indian guy! Haha. Funny guy. The icecream he gave me is abt the size of 3 regular cones and it comes in a very "stylo" shape as he mentioned! hehe.

Went to watch 7swords afterwards for FREE! HEhe. We entered the cinema since there was no one guarding. Caught only an hour + of it. HEhe. Liked the swordsplay. The movie's quite interesting, hehe dun understand why it maybe boring to some. :D

Hehe. Good Nite. Swit Dreams.

Rants... ?

Yea. Didn't go for national day countdown today D:

Hmm.. maybe im juz too fatigued from the sleep debts from last week n other personal stuff, thats why kinda in a low energy spectrum today. Hmm.. Didn't talk much in class, as usual. Don't give a f*** abt some ppl now. Find them to be shallow. Prefer to make frens with our class' foreigners. Dun mind alot though. I can concentrate on my stuff more this way. Hehe. N i've got my ninja-do guys in sch to go to now. ;)

Maybe changing course. I need to go to the U. (complex reasons) Wanna get maximum credits for first year. Though i didn't really screw up but in my stricter expectations, i should be beating myself up now(i dun beat others up). I'm lacking in discipline, perserverence and control. That would be a leap back to an academic square one; But also a double dice throw for my life. Maybe im just simply not the type who will go around and about in life "aimlessly n emptly" in life. Yea. Life's unfair. So? What can u do? What can the people who give a damn abt u do? In my opinon, as long as we have a caring family to fall back on and a healthy body to live our lives, we are considered fortunate.

Hmm.. ninja-do's quite nice today. Learnt quite a no. of new stuff. hehe. Hmm. our kata is still screwed up.. still at 60%. Hope the team can buck up soon. Heck. Where's the pride and glory?

A human's will is his greatest asset. Without a will, a man is as dead as a rock and as limp as a corpse. Men create their destiny. "Fate" is probably a unknown resultant in the chaos theory. Lose your will and lose everything. Never ever lose your will to live. It's the greatest mistake you ever can make and the greatest grief loved ones can ever have. Will. A power that keeps the dead alive and the world vibrant.

Hmm.. nothing much to blog. Hmm.. Here's a question for u.

Whose problem is the greatest?




ruoy melborp. (reversed)

Probably true for most people though they wun admit it. I do admit that i'm not noble, but at least im learning to be worthy. How abt u? :)

Going to Esplanade tmr. Hmm.. wad for? Im not sure too. :P Going to be another taxing week. Woah. I can see into the future now. I can see my next week now.

Sweet Dreams!

Lucky streak! Yummy treats!!

Haha.. Aiya Aiya. Another day gone! WAaaa!!! how?! how?! S***! i tink i need a mummy monster to force me to study! hehe. Aghh! slacked to a pool of slime this whole week. Hehe.

Wa. Got volatile reaction from yest's meal(s). Hehe. Ate lots of green chili + peanuts, ceral prawns, sambal sotong, sambal kantong(?), onion chick and crabmeat ommettee yest. Den drank ice water, guava juice and then some wierd tasting mixed fruit juice. Reached home. Drank another MUG of milo and ate two slices of cheese. Haha.. I'm so dumb! Popped charcoal afterwards too! To stop the volatile reaction and eruptions that rocked my whole nite. :P

Hmm.. got up n met Huishan n ben ben late today. Haha. can't blame me. Still got subquakes inside. :P Brought the two customers to uncle's saloon. Haha.. Huishan is quite a good gal wad. Hehe. From wad i see. Tink she's the practical and not so discriminating type. She's the "achiever" type and she works for $$. Not a bad gal at all :) Buden still hope ben will take things as they come naturally.

Haha. Kanna treated again today! hehehe.. Wa 2pid huishan force us to be treated by her to pizza hut wor! Poor me and my poor stomach. :P Dun mind though! :D always welcome a free lunch! Hahaha.. ate hawaiian pizza! Yummy! Haha i'm on a lucky streak since the friday! (the eve of 7th month... hah hah.. ><"!) haha juz joking :D

Man. 2pid Cherub. Wanna pluck off all his feathers. LoL. Use Ak anyhow "zhuoaa" my frens. Aiyo. Everyone seems to be getting love knots. haha. f*** off u pesky little diaper heads! i'll pluck off all your feathers for my pillow! :P

Hmm.. haha lucky me! theres a holiday on tues. haha else i wun be able to survive the week. Hmm.. maybe bringing pingpong bats and badmt racquets for my classmates to chill out wif tmr! :D while poor lousy student(me) has to mug and complete his assignments D:

Haha. Fun week ahead! Chiong ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhh!!!


btw, Sweet dreams ;)

ChARGgeEeee!!!

Romantic woh :D

HAha. Woke up today ard 1pm. Haha had a very nice n romantic dream ;) Hee hehex..

Aiya Aiya.. den didn't do much. My bro asked me how to do proper punches n so i taught him and showed him some other moves. Damn. He's still a control freak. wtf.

Hmm.. haha late to meet Nerd and Chih at cwp to travel for our dinner! Hehe. Went to eat at the fishermen village with Loongi, Ben ben, Nerd, Chih. Haha.. the total bill is $60+! Haha. Each of us gave $8 for the dinner. Felt bad for Ben to be spending so much(abt $50+), so gave a $5 extra. =D wun feel so bad den. We had ceral prawns, crabmeat omettee(?), some vege, sour sweet sotong and onion chicken! Haha.. Yummy!! It's been a really long time since i ate something from a resturant like this.. The last time was last year june's(?) geography trip to kl. Hmm... Enjoyed the seabreeze n atmosphere lotsa anywae ;)

Hmm.. traveled to ben's workplace around 10+ to get his belongings. Marina square... the place certainly brings back bitter sweet memories. My first job was there, in Pan Pacific. Haix. Bad bad memories. Can't believe all the bullshit that happen to me and my own luck.. even till now. Went past esplanade on our way back. Hmm.. dun see wads so special abt it. =P

Haha n so we got back on our long trip home! Hmm.. really glad 2 know that Ben ben's got lots of good frens. Hehe. He's too gentle for his own good. Glad to know that he's got great frens out there to look after him. Haha. Can c that KC's a really great guy. Look forward to making frens wif him on friday. Enjoyed the trip today. Hmm.. maybe things should be kept as simple as possible huh? N nerd. Stop smiling and laughing so wanton-ly(yun dang) lei. lol :P

Haha. Ben's helping me to "da ting" for jobs. Woah. There maybe a waiter job for $7 around clarke quay. Woah. Sounds good to me. Hmm.. maybe i can work there after school. Hmm... hehehe. That will add some weight to me n my wallet! haha.

Still need 2 settle personal probs b4 i can continue on in life. Haix. :P Buden. If i had no probs. How would i learn to cope and help others? :) so perhaps it's a blessing in disguise? :) Wad's important is wad happens at the end and wad was learnt in the journey.

Hmm.. Nidda bring Ben ben to my uncle's saloon tmr at 9am. Haix. lack of sleep again. Hmm. Nidda complete the unexpired assignements after that. Hope to excercise abit :P getting lazy these days. Hmm. Can see the shade of a handsome n fit Chih today. After 3 months. 3 months and he will be grand. :P

Haha. Theres a NDP holiday on tues! hehehehe.. but nidda buy stuff for chalet D: Den there's kbox(?) on thurs and chalet from friday to sundae! ><" Man. No more $$ heavy activity for me..hehe. Joining the others after ninja-do training on friday. Hope someone will accompany me there, coz it would be ard 10pm. ><" 7th lunar month.. wouldn't want to get unexpected companions along my lonely way there. Haha.

Hehe. Tired to blog as usual. Sweet Dreams! Nite. Nite!

Haha.. Week ENDS!

HEhehe.. Went for lessons for only 2.5 days this week! hehehe. Got mc for two days ><" Damn. Doc can't give me a back-dated mc to account for my 1/2 day absence. Hehe.. waited 3 hours at msl polyclinic for medicine and mc. !@#$ boring.. lol. WAahhh!! We slacked for 2hours this morning n was dismissed early by an hour! But my !@#$ fren told me i need to submit my ex D only when it's 5mins to dismissal.

AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh!!

Damn another expired assignment added to my list. =D hopefull they will extend the datelines like they always do! =DD

Hmm. Den nothing much today. Haha. Damn. I hate gals sitting next to me. Especially attractive ones *blushes*. Man. They always make me nervous and when i get nervous, i hear voices calling me onto a highly spiritual journey to where the bowl flushes. ><"! MAN!!

Haha. Didn't do much. Hehe, walked around to Qing Qing's neighbourhood b4 proceeding back to sch. Cuz he met his other provinencial frens along the way. D= Hehe. Kinda left me out. But, surprise! surprise! Saw Ming Cao and Chen Dan playing pingpong! hahaha. Can't imagine these two china classmates playing in the sports hall! hahaha. Can't help but to grin at them and join in the fun! hahaha. It's been a long time since i played pingpong, the last time was in march, playing in NYJC wif toby... D: brings back "dream-like" memories. HEhe.. Today's my lucky day! Met n went to class together wif Lv ying in the morning. Met n walk about wif Qing2 in the afternoon and joined in for a nice chit-chat and ping-pong session wif Chen Dan and Tao! =DD Hmm.. Got quite a no. of similarities wif Chen Dan(amy!) :D. Hehe. *blushes* She's such a sweet gal... *orhhhh....* Haha.

I sux. I dun even talk in class but always get so hyper after school! Hehe. Lousy student indeed. :P Yea. Met Kelvin, our class rep, this nite during ninja-do. Wa. Lucky day indeed. Woah.. First day of ghost festival lei.. hehe.. hmmm..... ?!!? Apologised to him(our dear classrep who was trying so hard to gel everyone) for not speaking much in class and gave him a friendly pat on his back and a cheery farewell! Haha. It doesn't harm to be polite and friendly ;) That would certainly clear some misunderstandings. :P

Hmm. Went back for ninja-do after walking to Tao's neighbourhood. Today's Ninja-do training is fun! Haha. Relaxing but not slacky! We managed to improve on our kata; stances, coodination and alignment etc. Hehe. We chose a cool track. Haha initally thought that it was too peaceful but after awhile, figured out that it's quite nice but requires more skill to coodinate our kata with. Think our kata performance is about 65% ready. I believe we can reach 80% within 2 more sessions. Haha. Quite a no. of interesting things happened =D. But i wun blog down.

Hmm.. why everyone seems to be addicted to love these days. Has Cherub upgraded to using machine-guns?! Hahaha.. Wad has happened to brother, joke-ster and friendster-hoods?! Haha. O well, Love doc here wishes all singles and couples a great relationship full of love and affection! Dun shotgun har! hahaha.. Remember! Finding to making... Always aSk the pro! ;D <-- who else? ^^ Haha kinda make me lonely seeing hugging and lovely couples about. :P N i'm getting tired from singing Lonely. D: Haha.. Hmm.. didn't go for the movies today. Didn't go for supper today. Reach home earlier today! hehe. Hmm.. i must concentrate. Studies.Overcoming irrational fears. Achievements. :D Man. Weekends are finally here. I'm so relieved. Phew. Hehe. Going to eat at Pasir Ris tmr! Haha. Meeting Loongi, Ben2, Neth, Yz and Chih tmr for a complusory dinner. We need to spend at least $40 on food for Ben's national day chalet promotion to work.. !@#$ another tear in my pockets. Hehe. At least its at the reigion around Coasta Sands! Haha wanna explore around.

Lucky day indeed!

Btw. Looking out for shops that sells gems. Hmm... Any idea?

Good Nite. Swit Dreams. Sleep Tight!



You! Yes You! You! You! You!

Lousy --> Nice Day!

Hahaha... enjoying my potato soup while blogging! hEhee.. cheers me up when theres good, steamingly hot food!

Haha. Today ma. Slept 5hours only. Got to sch shagged and forget to bring my lens for ninja-do! ><" can't be hyper without it. Late. Haix. Den did my stuff. Hmm.. my project no prob i guess. Phew one burden off my shoulder. Hehehe. At least i cleared some misunderstanding btwn classmates! Haha. :) Hope they dun find me unfriendly when i dun talk in class! Buden also talk quite abit wif them after class la, when there's less people.

Hehe. Kinda like my EEPS lecturer. He's a good man, haha he's bloody funny in the way he talks. He probably bloody did study in England. Hmm.. Gotta chat, eat and chill wif Hantun(a silent myammar guy!) today after school. Hehe. Actually i prefer to interact and make friends with classmates after class, on a small group or individual basis. I feel that its more like two people genuinely meeting up to be friends, not just to be a "classmate". Hehe. Figured out that it's also alot more warmer n friendlier this way, and you can get to know each other more! Hehe. Don't like interactions to be too "wierd" or too "polite" in class. Hehe i will help my foreigner frens as much as possible! Already borrowed my amaths n english books to them, help them find cca and keep a lookout for tutoring jobs.

Ahh.. why did i screw up on sat?! Hehe. buden i tink i will get trashed today if i manage to pass through on sat. The guys i saw today are much better. Mostly are from the IVP badminton team, so they are quality assured. But think HanLing and MSL badminton boys are on par or better den them ba. Hehe. Saw a slim and seductively graceful badminton gal! HEhe reminds me of someone and some old days. Haha. Swit gal.

Hmm.. went for ninja-do thereafter. Aghh.. dun like it when i haf to wear my specs. Hmm.. Im getting very flexible. But im afraid i might be too flexible for my own good. Flexibility needs to come with muscle mass, else you will juz be flopping around. LoL. Juz imagine a jelly fish. Hmm.. didn't get to train much. At least im more confident of my kata and handlocks. Hmm... tink i cultivated some inner strength. Hehe. Can shout out in a strong voice now from my diaphragm or "dan tian". Hehe n im turning healthily pink!(Hope it lasts) Hehe. Hmm. More practise = steps closer to perfection! =D

Hmm.. Yongchuan(Chris) got hurt on friday and had a bad headache today. Sent him home and paid a visit to uncle and auntie at his house. LoL long time no see. Chris' fortunate to haf his dad, he's a truly loving dad. :) Haha enjoyed the chat. Hehe. Got treated to two cups of bubble tea! hahaha thanks chris.

Hmm.. Met up wif ben, yz, wl and nerd after that at cwp. Hahaha.. bo liao lah. Waste my labtop battery. !@#$ retard sia go sign in msn n surf instead of chatting. Waste my transportation fee and energy.. !@#$ =D But its a long time since everyone is present anyway.

Hmm.. went home wif ben after words and try to open up his loveknot! haha. haix. poor ben ben. But can see that he's no longer paranoid over it. Thats a very healthy sign! Hehe. His calves constantly get cramps and hurt alot. While "testing" his calves on the mrt back home, a frenly old grandpa smiled and chatted with us! hehe.. lik frenly elders. He learnt shaolin skill(forget wad skill) from malaysia! Gave us advices, Eat potato shoots cooked with chili, wear socks and long pants when sleeping. This is to disperse the 'wind' in dunno wad jing. Hmm.. so maybe you guys will wanna try it. LoL helped ben massage his stinking feet and calves for 15mins in his neighbourhood. Sia la. Really in bad shape wor. Haha. Take care. Take care. =P See i'm so noble :D

Waaa! Need 2 wake up in 5hr 30min! GTG SOON! Cya! Sweet Dreams!

;)

Zzzz...

Waaa... eating and blogging during my study break! hehe. Been doing comprog. project from 7 till now. Haix.. haven't even touched my expiring assignments yet.

Hmm... tired now. Haix. Love was in the air. Now love is all taken in and farted out by women. hahaha.. not a insult to women! so dun trash me! hahaha... sad for my frens. Haix. Love has turned sour for them and smelly to me! Hope my dear frens find a solution to their problems.. poor ben ben. D: He lost so much and have only so much more to lose. Man.. that took extra 3 hours off my sleep yest.

Hmm.. woke up today and didn't do much. Went to accompany Chih for haircutting. Aiyo. Hair cut only mah.. its not like u nid 2 wait for Santa to adward u some hair. Den went around chatting with him and had dinner together before proceeding back home. Man. That took another 3 hours. Got home near 7 and worked on the project till now. OMG! I HAVEN"T DO MY OWN ASSIGNMENTS! AGHHHH!! Man. I dun mind doing the project all on my own but im afraid my china partner may not get to learn from the project. Damn. Hmm.. completed 50% of the "chim" project(which i planned to do) now.

Hmm.. Ganbatte! the nite is still quite young!